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16 Jan 2012, 7:26 pm

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nobby! :cheers:
those people aren't your friends if they treat you like that, don't let people use you like that love.


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16 Jan 2012, 7:31 pm

Sextaesada wrote:
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nobby! :cheers:
those people aren't your friends if they treat you like that, don't let people use you like that love.


Well I was kinda ranting, I don't feel the people I associate with now would do that..........I just honestly don't know so I guess I'll find out. I am actually more worried about the fact I wont be able to afford food, taking the bus anywhere, shelter should I get kicked out of my moms house and well I admit I wont be able continue managing my symptoms how I've been which means my mental state will also end up much worse.


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16 Jan 2012, 7:33 pm

-8 Maybe there are some things I can't overcome...



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16 Jan 2012, 7:37 pm

Sweetleaf wrote:
Sextaesada wrote:
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nobby! :cheers:
those people aren't your friends if they treat you like that, don't let people use you like that love.


Well I was kinda ranting, I don't feel the people I associate with now would do that..........I just honestly don't know so I guess I'll find out. I am actually more worried about the fact I wont be able to afford food, taking the bus anywhere, shelter should I get kicked out of my moms house and well I admit I wont be able continue managing my symptoms how I've been which means my mental state will also end up much worse.

I guess its nice to rant sometimes, I'm worried about the same things, and I've had people treat me the same way. I'd rather just be alone that treated like that...


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16 Jan 2012, 7:40 pm

Sextaesada wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
Sextaesada wrote:
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nobby! :cheers:
those people aren't your friends if they treat you like that, don't let people use you like that love.


Well I was kinda ranting, I don't feel the people I associate with now would do that..........I just honestly don't know so I guess I'll find out. I am actually more worried about the fact I wont be able to afford food, taking the bus anywhere, shelter should I get kicked out of my moms house and well I admit I wont be able continue managing my symptoms how I've been which means my mental state will also end up much worse.

I guess its nice to rant sometimes, I'm worried about the same things, and I've had people treat me the same way. I'd rather just be alone that treated like that...


I just am really trying not to get suicidal again.......but chances are once I am in this completely broke situation and have no way of affording certain things its likely I would. I guess then I could go to the psych ward and see what further damage they can do to me. Otherwise I am not really sure how to get the things I would need to survive and help with the psychological pain as a bum. I feel like as a bum I would probably just end up dead in a pretty short amount of time because I'm too stupid to know how to interact with anyone.


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16 Jan 2012, 8:00 pm

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16 Jan 2012, 8:07 pm

ok well I hope things go well for you, love.
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16 Jan 2012, 8:10 pm

Sextaesada wrote:
ok well I hope things go well for you, love.
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thanks, I hope so to...


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16 Jan 2012, 8:40 pm

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Ice creeeeam. :heart:



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16 Jan 2012, 8:46 pm

+1....I broke the over-analytic cycle my brain was going through, and its actually not the end of the world. I mean a friend who just went through the disability process said he could help me and if I stay away from alcohol for a while and stick to these roll your own hassle ciggerettes and quit buying junk food that cash I have left will last much longer.

Not to mention if all else fails I could maybe try to find some odd jobs, like house sitting, pet sitting, probably not child sitting and maybe some house/yard work if people actually hire random people to do these things.


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16 Jan 2012, 9:07 pm

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16 Jan 2012, 9:08 pm

-5 sick with common cold



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16 Jan 2012, 9:27 pm

-3.

In that grey area where I don't know whats going on, don't know whats real, don't know whats only in my head.

Another few drinks will set me right.


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16 Jan 2012, 9:30 pm

-2, today was a total waste........and probably will continue to be... :( wish I was tired.


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17 Jan 2012, 12:04 am

+5 I feel quite relaxed right now.



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17 Jan 2012, 12:32 am

I have now had enough whiskey to make me a decent +4 or +5.


The only problem that can't be solved with alcohol is alcoholism :lol:


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