scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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not so good.. -4

2. Can't complain too much.

-5, feel a bit depressed, lonely, and very tired. I'm always tired, since about 4 months.

-2 sometimes -7 sometimes 1.

+2

+4 compared to recent form.

+2. I somehow gave myself the hiccups.

-1

Drank some coffie and now I feel bad. I'm really starting to hate these irrational, random vocal battle episodes. I just finished feeling like I was in a huge verbal fight with someone, then there was the guilt trip I felt for well over an hour. Once again, I didn't actualy get in a fight at all. I was just peacefully playing on the computer as usual. I literally felt like it was going on, while being confused at the same time. "Why the hell do I keep feeling like this out of nowhere?!" So annoying!

-10 sad because i stupidly trusted a guy on the internet to give out my phone number after thinking he was the nice sort. now his true colors have shown and i feel like a f*****g idiot. why can't i just find someone irregardless of romantic or not that i can trust? why is it every time i finally manage to be brave enough and open up i find out that person isn't who i thought he was? i'm done. i wasn't looking of a relationship per se but rather friendship and this guy like the ones in the past have made it harder for me to trust them as far as going beyond friendship are concerned. need to quit opening up to the first person i think i can trust. they all come in costumes apparently.

+10

Probably the best day of the year so far

+2 getting better..

Dear Miss Construe, I'm sincerely sorry to hear of your troubles regarding relationships throughout the realm of the internet and all. In fact, I can remember how there was a time when I came close to actually meeting someon in person but, it never came to pass.Still, don't let such a pitfall stop or deter you. Yes, the interent has both good and bad persons as in real life therefore, simply do you best as your able to..

Signed,
ProfessorX

-10 I am decaying from within, and from without.

Trying so hard to maintain good form, but failing now.

I feel like I don't fit in with anyone, again

+0.3, falling

0-ish. pretty neutral.

+8
Some bad stuff has happened today, but overall I feel it turned out well.

My legs haven't hurt this much since working at pizza butt. Came to volunteer at the soup kitchen a second time today since I hadn't come on easter last sunday. Found out there's a second boss and she didn't know who I was, so I had to explain myself. At first it felt like she thought I was stupid and couldn't do anything right, but by the end she said she was glad I was there to help and that she hoped I'd come back next week. Plus there wasn't much left to do so I got to leave a half hour early.

Made a penny today with my youtube partnership. It's not much but I'll take it. Recorded some game footage to upload over the next few days. 20 minutes worth of the Rock of Ages demo, and three half hour segments of Shadow Complex. Here's hoping to getting more popular so I can at least get $10 at the end of the month.

Tomorrow I get to go back to class, and I'm glad, which is something I would have never said about anything else related to school. Too bad there's only five days left, and the last is a standardized test rather than the deeper discussions we've been having the past two weeks.

-9

I really wish someone gave me a hug.