scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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5. Not as sick

2, I gotta go to the doctor soon to get my diagnosis, I'm so nervous and scared but I'm going to keep faith up everything will go well. My mom told me to write a letter of all my thoughts and things I feel since I have a hard time expressing myself and to just say everything because the doctor NEEDS to know it. I did and I was really honest..but I'm scared.

My parents will be there with me so if it goes bad they will be there for me but I'm still scared.

-10 I hate everyone

+4 normal day

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+1.5

-8. bad week

+9

I'm okay. We received park approval and will be moving within the week. I leaped for joy last night because of it. If I only had an income...

-4

-2

Bored, mostly.

1

I'm bored.

-1. Still sick

-5

-1 but I've refound my total enjoyment of heavy metal music....so I still got a lot more of that to live for.

-9.9 the reason why its not a -10 is E3 is coming up. That is neat. Otherwise everything's great in the world but I am hopeless about my lack of a future. I am getting very old now (29) this means next year I am hitting the big 30. I wish I was young.. very young so I don't have to worry about my dad retiring with no money. Future is dark. Real. I am a realist and proud of it. My grandpa is also a realist. We are one and the same. My depression is pretty bad right now. I have been crying in my room (but not in public because people will point, laugh, and stare at me) and the government is telling me horrible things like to harm myself. The government is everywhere. I saw a flying person right in front of the car today. I have also been hearing low level voices some of them is the norm like hearing my name being called, fighting between the family, the government, aliens, and other creatures out there. Realism to the extreme is my name. Mom is always real to the extreme but not in her thoughts but what happens that everything requires surgery because realism is her name but I am a realist because all my thoughts are based in reality more than the average human on Earth. Grandpa and I form a team called "keeping it real" and we make a good team. I hate the power of influence because it sucks and makes me feel incredibly guilty like someone who needs to be punished but I don't want to go to jail. I did things like influence disasters all over the Earth and even planets but is destroying a planet (actually 14 of them some with aliens) a crime when its just failing to stop things? They are everywhere. Arm movement initiated because of the world peace. World peace 1812. I am 200 years behind in Cow Town. More cows than humans whatever a human is supposed to be. I love my brother. Sad to say he is annoying but glad to say he is huggable. I hate noise and sensory overload. Artists starve and I am an artist. Starving no future. I wish I had a useful talent that can actually make money and I won't just have to live on SSI payments for the rest of my life. My brother just applied for SSI as well because he got diagnosed with high functioning autism. I wonder what my GAF is right now. I am sorry for this long post because in this thread its supposed to be quick updates. Good job everyone!

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-3 Can't sleep again 4 hours in four days cracking a little at time, nead sweet rem sleep soon.