scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Get well soon Solvejg.

+1 acceptable

Well I have happy drugsand a drip with iron in it and then discharged. i will say my mood is a -6.

Go go anemia induced depression. it is like the worst pms in history. shakes fist at period.

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-3
Feeling better about the whole diagnosis situation, having finally found a doctor who can refer me to the right people, and feeling like I have a future in front of me (for the first time in a few years)

Unfortunately, the tonsillitis that I appear to have has been getting worse, despite antibiotics, and I will soon be needing a blood test to check for glandular fever.

Been sleeping a lot and having some very vivid dreams about the nicer aspects of my past, and badly missing various people who I will likely never see again (mostly deaths and moving on to other places in the world). More than that, I'm missing the house and area I spent the first 21 years of my life in, even though I wouldn't want to go back due to not liking certain gossipy clique aspects of the local community.

So, feeling very ill and nostalgic, but feeling better emotionally.

-10. ohh well

I'm really glad you're safe; I was worried. I'd never heard of anemia-induced depression. I guess that's added incentive to do a better job of watching my own iron counts, since I tend to have some issues there, too. Hope you start to feel better soon.

-4 I should probably commit myself to a psych ward but I haven't yet.

it can cause mind foggyness and severe fatigue which coupled with any other issues like aspergers and eating disorders can flip into suicidal idiology. I have been sleeping a lot today and i have decided to take a break from nearly all real life friendships due to how draining i find them. Except my boyfriend of course.

I am a solid -4 today. still hating myself but i am getting my kids back today so i will feel much better when that occurs

why do i bother really

because otherwise you wouldn't and you are a nice person who always help people.

neu·tral
adj. Of or relating to a particle, an object, or a system that has neither positive nor negative electric charge.

-2 sometimes wished things were better...

+2 good enough

-10. no really. why am i bothering?

-5 PTSD symptoms are really getting to me today....so my goal today is to try not to get triggered and if I do try and stay as calm as possible or at least not damage anything(If I must I guess I'll go outside and scream and beat the crap out of a tree with another tree or something). Dammit I was looking forward to stressing myself out trying to find other mental health resources, today....I know I have an irrational urge to avoid that.

-4. empty and numb.