scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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+4

Nearly Christmas, better than usual day.... though I am tired of "mass shootings"...

+5, though I am kinda bored. Wouldn't mind talking to someone here.

-3 got invited to a party tonight, and one on new years, neither of which i could possibly handle. a very soothing reminder of how disconnected my life is.

1 sleeping erratically but sleeping Yea for a few minutes of peace from my stupid head.

+8. Got some nice sleep overnight.

+1 Because I am better than yesterday. Maybe it will be an all right day.

+1

i guess flat neutral, zero

i have to be around people tomorrow afternoon so that can go either ok or not so much

rather just hike and then hang out at home after
supposed to snow

gotta work on the 25th so that's ok.

+5


Overall I'm good, if a little too reflective

+6/+7

A lot of things have been going right in my life lately, with a few notable exceptions... just got my highest semester GPA from college back, with a B on my senior thesis, which is much better than I expected. I have a girl in my life that I actually like and that I'm 99% sure actually likes me back for once and we'll probably end up dating soon.

On the other hand, I'm running my first marathon on Jan 13, and my thesis has taken up so much of my time that I haven't been able to train properly for it. This sucks, cause I wanted to do well in it REALLY badly. Was shooting for under 3 hours and don't know if that will happen now. Also, I'm home with my family for Christmas, which is generally depressing enough in its own right, compounded by the fact that my 15 y/o sister is fresh out of the hospital recovering from anorexia and is having constant batshit insane tantrums whenever my parents try to get her to f*****g EAT SOMETHING. Also, my f*****g car broke down today and I have no idea how much it's going to cost to fix it.

The reason I rated my current mental state so highly is that most of the things bothering me right now are fairly temporary, and that I have a lot to look forward to in the near future. I'm leaving this mental asylum that my parents' house as evidently become on the 30th to go back up to Vermont and party with my girl and my friends New Years Eve, then getting on a plane to Texas a couple days later to go to a week long meteorology conference in Austin, followed by my first marathon in Houston, both of which I'm REALLY excited about.

+2

+5

-2 two hours sleep bah here use this ta hit me over the head nothing is working for sleep.

-9

The depression over Christmas all alone is hitting me hard... I was holding out at -6 until one WP member I thought was a friend just snapped at me out of the blue - then the floodgates opened.

I feel like s**t.

^^^

*massive hugs* for BlueMax.

-9. i really need to get rid of that whole hope concept. its causing too much pain