scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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+10: had a good christmas, had a jam session with some buddies, good eats, and met a gal on OKCupid. Life's pretty good right now.

-2. Worried about the dog. My mum has to shut the dog in the garage for 3 days when my brother comes tonight because he hates the dog and doesn't want it in his sight. I hope nothing happens to him, what if he escapes through one of the gaps in there and gets hit by a car or goes missing forever? I'd blame my brother so much.
I don't know why the dog deserves to be treated like this just because my brother hates it. I want to go over and rescue it but I can't as I can't have it here.

^ Shut your brother in the garage instead.

I tell you what, if he succeeded in pressuring me to stay here that's where he would have been sleeping, in my garage.

The dog is probably going to cry so much tonight that I'll have no choice but to take it tomorrow.

+1

I had a very disturbing dream for some reason. :/
I also tried hard not to sleep in, but I did.
I'm also on the internet right now with alcohol down me when I feel like I should be talking to my family right now.
Other than those things, I feel good.

I had 3 incredibly disturbing dreams.

If it turns out they were true, then I am going to party hard.
If it turns outs they weren't true, I may have the urge to bury myself in some kind of ditch.

and until I know I can't even know what level number it is I feel.

So right now it's a 0 - a very confused, f*cked up, disturbed 0.

-5, that's it I'm canceling that damn credit card.....so I bought something for 7.00 past december 10th. Well my credit card bills if I use it are due on the 10th of every month from my understanding. So since I knew I was for sure getting money by the 10th of january I figured it would be fine.

But no apparently they moved the due date to the middle of the month.......just this time or something, it just makes no sense to me so now I have to pay twice the fee since it's 'late'. Well if they keep moving the due dates around on me what the hell am I supposed to do aside from just cancel it? Wells Fargo can go screw itself, seriously.

-10 the day has come for the legal separation but I was kind of blind sided by receiving the papers at work.

- 0 +

+1

-3 bit of bad luck in the car today

-10 but it don't seam low enough for how I feel. anger sorrow bitterness Depression and at a very bad time.

-9
My grandfather was just diagnosed with cancer.

+3

There's a social event later, and I'm likely to be so stupid, so -3 or +3 later in advance.

Edit: -1. While I didn't get stressed out, there were negative things on my mind and I hardly took part in the event earlier.

Edit 2: +1. Woot. Alcohol kicking in, can't feel my nose.