scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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+1, basically i've learned on another forum discussion I am not the only one who struggles to get my point across, and has people misunderstand and take it wrong. I ran into a poster and I get what they are getting at but a bunch of other people just took offense without really trying to understand what this poster was trying to say.

+5 Jumping a rut

+3. Not as good as you Mjr but I am getting there.

0, I just don't know too much feelings/thoughts and such running around in my head...I shall have to wait till my brain processes all that before I know how I feel.

-4

I feel as though I'm guaranteed to die alone and unloved.

-9

I'm just so fed up and I can't pretend anymore. I haven't been in a romantic relationship for almost 11 years. My last real friendship was 9 years ago. Since then I have been all alone. Being unemployment for a long time contributed to my "social isolation".
Since September I'm working for the government and I thought things would improve but it doesn't. Everyday I'm struggling with social interaction. I try to fit in but at the end I'm still a colleague and not a friend. It feels like I will never belong.
During the last years there were times that I really was struggling with my solitude. I had (some) ups and downs. But since Christmas... I have these intense feelings and I can't express them. It's hard to describe them. Even in here. It drives me nuts.
To the outside world (parents, colleagues,...) I try to act like nothing is wrong but all I want to do is cry. I have no energy left.

I was minus something because I got soaking wet through and I had to sit in wet clothes all day in the freezing cold.

But then I came home, had a hot shower and I'm all nice and warm and dry now. So I reckon I'm back up in the plusses again.

-5 Uhh I'd like my mom to leave so I can have a pity party, that no one is invited to....she'll be off to work and such at 2 though. Essentially I am sick with a cold and depressed and just want some time ALONE as in no one else inside the house so I can freaking think. For some reason having other people around makes that really hard, its like the vibes or energy or something just gets in the way of me trying to figure out exactly what I am thinking if that makes any amount of sense. Finally after like 3 days I will finally get that for a while.

-3. Yes, I suck at giving directions, but you don't need to laugh behind my back afterwards. At least don't make it noticeable.

I'd say probably about plus 4 or 5. I've started running again.

I'm a good five.

pretty decent, around 3-5

playing some video games all night because tomorrow is going to be a free day for me.

-6, and dropping...

-4, grrr sick(stuffy nose, sore throat, body aches, headace, nausea), depressed kind of on edge and tired.....its just not a good morning at all, and I wish it would go away.

Sorry to hear that sweetleaf.

Lots of vitamin C, fluids, and rest for you.
I hope you feel better soon!

I'm probably at about a plus 3. I do neg myself out sometimes by thinking about certain people who absolutely bore the s**t out of me.

I'm going running in a bit when my tea's gone down, so I'll probably get back up to about a 6 or maybe even a 7.