Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent
Dear unidentifiable person,
No. I will not stop doing what I'm doing so I can solve mysterious problems for you. I will get a job despite your bizarre protests. Then, I will not have to deal with this confusion anymore.
Thank you.
P.S. Please stop calling me sweetie-pie. It creeps me out.
Now..... how to rephrase that so it doesn't result in my head being smacked with a frying pan? ![]()
Dear WP, Sometimes I really don't know if many/all the things that I've done and written here has been worthwhile and beneficial or just a bunch of mundane junk?Well, I sincerely try my best to express honestly and truthfully without the need of facades nor pretention. In closing I'll simply keep pushing forwards with the utmost intent that one simply does their best in life regardless of circumstances...
your fellow WP member,
ProfessorX
Dear family,
I know you are upset, and I'll try to keep in mind that you're upset because you care (or so you say), however, adding to my stress and putting me in the middle of this situation on top of my current depression and stress is a dangerous mix. You have no idea how close you are pushing me beyond what I can tolerate. I'm on the edge, do you get that? NOW STOP IT!
You are ALL acting selfish by voicing your concerns about me and my situation to me! Do you think I am oblivious to my situation? I can't snap my fingers and change certain things or I would. You are adding to my unbearable stress level. I've already told you this! But you don't seem to hear me, or don't seem to care.
I'm going to turn you all off now. Please leave me alone.
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Aspie score: 161 of 200
Neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 38 of 200
Autistic/BAP -123 aloof, 124 rigid and 108 pragmatic
Autism Spectrum quotient: 41, Empathy Quotient: 19
your fellow WP member,
ProfessorX
Dear ProfessorX,
I don't know you, but I know that everyones' opinion has a place (as long as a whole they're not sexist, homophobic etc...OK then, not all opinions). What I'm trying to say is...new and different ideas are great, as long as they don't offend...but then, new ideas are bound to, aren't they?
I think lots of people on WP feel the same way. There may be members I dislike, but they provide a different POV all the same, which is what makes this board (and life) interesting.
Also, if you're honest and truthful as you say you are - that's a trait I greatly admire.
smudge.
Dear Stupid b***h who laughed at us at HEB
Hi, laughing smack talking loser. That look I gave you obviously made you realise that I don't like that. By the way, you're way too ugly to have had those two sloth faced walrus babies that were next to you, or did you marry a pimple? If I want in the f*****g isle, I can go around her like everyone else does on the planet earth by now! Where's the joke? Oh, it's you looking like an idiot. You're too happy trying to feel like Paris Hilton in public, when your cloths look like negative Walmart, your face like Mrs. Shrek, and one of your brats twice my size. You were at least five times, and that's really dam fat, so please, lady.
Yes, it annoyes me that you talk s**t at people and act like your hot stuff at 40 something. Come find my face tonight at star bucks. The same block. Then I'll be all ears about your problem.
Dear Mother,
Please stop preaching to my children. Your religion is not my religion, and I hope it will never be theirs. Stop telling them they will burn in hell if they aren't saved. Stop telling them their gay friends are committing "abominations unto God". I know you believe you are simply "teaching them the truth about the world". You are not. You are teaching them your hateful religious beliefs. And as an old song says, "Life is bigger than you, and you are not me."
Love,
your heathen son.
Dear Person:
Stop being so successful! You're making me super jealous in the way you live your life, and I wish I had the ability to conceptualize and organize myself like you do.
Give me some of your Super Win Moxy Awesomeness, or face the consequences.
Love,
Me
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I'm a crab in a lobster world.
Dear screeching neighbour,
Please, for the sake of humanity, don't ever breed.
Regards,
- Me
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Music Theory 101: Cadences.
Authentic cadence: V-I
Plagal cadence: IV-I
Deceptive cadence: V- ANYTHING BUT I ! !! !
Beethoven cadence: V-I-V-I-V-V-V-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I
-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I! I! I! I I I
Dear wortless disgusting a***hole
hi...remeber me??? im the girl who's life you ruiend. ......
3 years have passed, three years this month since you f*****g raped me, violateted me took away my basic human right to call my body my own and i still see you every night, still hear your breathing , still feel your hands around my wrists , still smell my own s**t, still feel the warm gush of blood, the stink the shame.
i hope you burn in hell!! !! I hope to god one day you feel the shame, self loothing and worthlessnes you made me feel
i hope YOU are pinnend down and foricbly f****d in the arse till you can barely breathe.
I hope you lay awake at night, crying into an empty room for someone, anyone to help you.
I hope you mindlessly slash away at your arms, wreck you body with achool and drugs, and beat your head agisent the wall till it bleeds to block out the horrible memories.
in short...i hope you have to go though what i did ( am still am!! !)
heres a song that sums up my feelings perfectly.
korn-thoughless
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the f**k you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the f**k you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)
I'm never (?) back against the wall
Gonna take you down
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
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<3 grayson George Urry <3 05/10/2011
love you always my beautiful boy xxxx
Dear wortless disgusting a***hole
hi...remeber me??? im the girl who's life you ruiend. ......
3 years have passed, three years this month since you f*****g raped me, violateted me took away my basic human right to call my body my own and i still see you every night, still hear your breathing , still feel your hands around my wrists , still smell my own s**t, still feel the warm gush of blood, the stink the shame.
i hope you burn in hell!! !! I hope to god one day you feel the shame, self loothing and worthlessnes you made me feel
i hope YOU are pinnend down and foricbly f****d in the arse till you can barely breathe.
I hope you lay awake at night, crying into an empty room for someone, anyone to help you.
I hope you mindlessly slash away at your arms, wreck you body with achool and drugs, and beat your head agisent the wall till it bleeds to block out the horrible memories.
in short...i hope you have to go though what i did ( am still am!! !)
heres a song that sums up my feelings perfectly.
korn-thoughless
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the f**k you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the f**k you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)
I'm never (?) back against the wall
Gonna take you down
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
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<3 grayson George Urry <3 05/10/2011
love you always my beautiful boy xxxx
Dear adam
i envey you so much for bieng able to get on with your life despite everything.
you are a much stronger preson than i will ever be .
maybe thats why we didint work out...cos i didnt f*****g desrvre you my beautiful baby </3
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<3 grayson George Urry <3 05/10/2011
love you always my beautiful boy xxxx
Dear World, or someone
Thank you, thank you so much for giving me another chance, a chance to be real to actually feel again.
I'l take the ups and downs and be forever grateful to not be numb anymore, to have some perspective, to just feel human again.
Whatever caused this change thank you.
Love
Me
