scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-2, I want to enjoy things...but I've been been feeling quite empty and numb. Suggested me and this guy I met try and go to a concert this weekend, maybe I could have a little fun. But yeah don't want to date the dude because as of now not sure I'd be doing it because I really like him or because I feel lonely...the latter isn't the best reason. But hopefully he'll want to continue hanging out as friends for a while.

+5; while I am happy I found closure in my life, I am just concerned for my future.

never mind that.

+1, sometimes listening to the Beatles makes me feel better, some of their music sounds kind of happy but if you really listen to the lyrics it is pretty depressing which I can relate to.

-8. Work seems to like changing things on a whim..and it's wearing on me pretty quickly. Talking with my boss tomorrow before I really lose it next time.

-3 Better, just feeling headachy, and confused. Time for something more mindless.

-5
scared and wondering how rhe h--- I'm going to get through the next two days.

I don't know... +1?

My subconscious seems to be experiencing turbulence, and I don't know why. I've hardly been able to get more than a few hours of restless sleep for the last few days, and I'm physically very cold. I've got the thermostat cranked to 80F and my teeth are still audibly rattling. I also understand that I feel rather scared and all alone in the world on a deep level, though I am not lonely at least as of yet.

Other than such things, things have been going fairly well, and I've been enjoying my music studies, eating right, and getting everything I need to do done, but the buried inner sense of discord is leaving me rather achy, and weary.

Edit: I'm now around +5 some five or so hours later... Still exhausted, but not doing bad after some good guitar practice, relaxed listening to music, and having had a couple of meals.

-5. I found out my weight for the first time in quite some time. 218 pounds. I knew I was heavy but not that damn heavy! It's mostly my thighs and butt. I really need to loose weight but just thinking about being so heavy makes me depressed. I officially hate myself. 😔

Feel sad, but content. Some days feel like Lord of the Flies reenacted, but today I'm just too tired to care.

Feel a little rejected too, but it just makes me a little sad. Too calloused.

It's 5.40 in the morning and i feel fantastic, and no, i have not been up all night taking drugs or suffering from sleep deprivation. Right now i am on a +6

I am a bleeding moody bugger though, it won't last.

-3 and droping fast

-3 and droping fast

+5 - I am pretty happy right now.

0, I don't know.

-3

0. A bit apprehensive. I don't like going to hospitals but i gotta go tomorrow.