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Girlwithaspergers
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17 Jun 2014, 4:42 pm

OMG CAT BOX ! !!

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17 Jun 2014, 8:35 pm

-1

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18 Jun 2014, 12:21 am

Lace-Bane wrote:

+III

I've been feeling rather awful lately. I've been in the deeper negatives, but have been trying to cheer myself up by searching pictures of cats in boxes on google (Type "cat in box" into google... image results are pretty great), quelling hoards of zombies playing solo in an arcade shooter type game on my ps3(Dead Nation... stupid game, but I like the specific brand of cheesy stupid when combined with difficulty), and working on finishing my transcription of Paganini's Caprice No. 5 to electric guitar so that I can work on engraving it into my memory and add it to my current repertoire... that's gotten me into the low positives, but I still feel all alone in the world, and maybe even irrationally, feel my presence is unwanted by all around me.

I feel like this cat...

...Making do with what I've got dang'it >_>

I was -3 but after googling "cat in box", I'm +3. Thanks.

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18 Jun 2014, 1:23 pm

-5, Peoples ignorance and cold heartedness pisses me the f*** off! just had to get that out in writing.

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18 Jun 2014, 6:20 pm

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19 Jun 2014, 12:37 pm

0, nice and flat. I've been busy for my standards this week, attended a work party for my dad the other day and did my best to be social. A few beers helped, but it has left me drained. Got an event to attend to tomorrow and then my birthday is on Saturday. Just trying to decompress in the mean time. Wish I could have fun with it but it can be overwhelming.

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19 Jun 2014, 5:19 pm

-6.5, A friend of mine is feeling suicidal and I don't know how to help him.

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19 Jun 2014, 9:52 pm

-3 Attempted to strike a bargain with myself to not do something for Magic: The Gathering cards. At the planning stages for doing the thing I am not supposed to do. It was worth a shot. Might still succeed. At least I bought myself some time. Probably not going to get myself in trouble anyway. Definitely going to draw a line for myself at least.

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21 Jun 2014, 12:18 pm

+5. Smudge is feeling TONS better. Her face no longer feels like it's burning, and she feels she is no longer going insane. She is looking good also. The doctor sorted her skin out - HOORAY!! !!

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22 Jun 2014, 1:09 pm

-10. No one will hire me (I gave up trying). They don't want me in the US Air Force. If I even try to apply for a disability check, I will prob be denied for that too. I can't live on just grocery money from my father every two weeks. I want to move to California but too f*cking broke. I'm just so depressed.

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22 Jun 2014, 10:58 pm

-7
What's the use.

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22 Jun 2014, 11:05 pm

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23 Jun 2014, 1:17 pm

+5, Status Report: Vyvanse I need to get off of and find something else. It lifts me up, and gives me the capability to be productive. But if I fail, as in don't exercise enough, or be productive enough, I start thinking negatively and crash pretty badly. Reacted badly to a dating seminar yesterday.

Vyvanse: 50mg, had to up the dose to keep myself together. I tried going off it for 3 days and I was just bleh.
Prozac (generic): 40mg, might do something, don't really know, things seem a bit smother than without it.
Abilify: 5mg, I think it makes me kind of drowsy and have a couple tics, but it seems to help with instability.

P.S. I wanted to ask you if you wanted to have anything left to do with me at the hearing, but my mom stopped me. Why do you act the way you do? You didn't consider anything else communication? Really?

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23 Jun 2014, 5:40 pm

Not really feeling a positive or negative mood at the moment. Just something is going on in my head which is bad, it is really bad, and I don't think I can stop it.

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23 Jun 2014, 10:12 pm

-5

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23 Jun 2014, 11:06 pm

-5 Talked with my mom about it. Getting a bit of a hold of myself.

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