scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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+3.......... I am positive today, nothing more to say.

Ive fallen in love... with my bed, -1 under the duvet, -5 outside of it.

+1. I'm feeling positive, but I don't feel like doing anything!

-something.....f**k.

+6 - I feel great today.

Luckily for me I won tickets to a concert(found that out yesterday) at the end of October so gotta stick around for that at least, cause I'd be an a**hole if I let those go to waste.

+1. I seriously think that I can't get myself to make new friends because I have no job. Because of that, it would likely make them distance themselves away from me. And because I have no job, I'm hardly around people. And because of that, internet friends are the only option as of now, but because of having no job, I decide to not make any friends for having no job.
Why am I in a positive mood? Who knows. I've just been feeling happy more often than not lately; maybe I'm going crazy.

Also, screw the bullcrap of needing "excellent" social skills in just about every job description. I was doomed before I was even born.

-2. Stressed. Tired. PMSing. Just want to curl up and disappear for a week or two.

-5

System collapse! please happen soon..............nothing to really strive for or live for within it.

OMG WTF.....I got call from my dad in jail and only got 20 second of it, it was supposed to be a f***ing minute and i couldn't even get the full minute, planned to so was meaning to say goodbye or something not just be cut off because they want money if you want more than a measly 60 seconds which apparently you only get 20 of.

If life was like star wars and I was a jedi, I'd have yoda or someone like that telling me 'don't give into the dark side'

-4

Can't leave the house. Timed it this morning so I could walk DS to the end of the driveway and then be like, "Look! The bus! Run!"

Going to send the teenager down to get him in an hour. Can't do it myself, can't even walk out the door unless it's between 10 at night and dawn. Can't take the kids out to play. Can't mow. Can't finish the playhouse we're building. Can't close the pool. Can't even take out the trash. Can't let the dog out. Wondering if I can manage soccer practice, if I don't get out of the van and don't let the kids out.

I'm looking at the windows and wishing they were smaller, or the curtains heavier, or both.

I can't live like this. I HAVE TO GET OUT OF THE SUBURBS.

Moving to the boonies will kill my husband's career.

Living here is killing me.

-2, was thinking rather in detail of how I could kill myself....my room doesn't have a finished ceiling which leaves stuff to tie rope to you know.....but f**k you suicidal thoughts I'll just go get a pack of cigarettes and smoke one. Besides last night was good....would perhaps like a repeat of that experience.