hey
I paid my bill so i needed a new solution. I found a way to permantly put anything to do with you out of my reach, with the only way of getting past that meaning having to go through my brother for a password he's keeping safe. My brother thats shift working and never seems to be available. It'd take days to get things sorted, meaning when im feeling weak i can't be my impulsive self and cave in. I already put it into place, nothing you do away from the place i first met you is accessable now. It makes me feel so free. The room has a whole new atmosphere, before it felt like my prison but now it's back to being my refuge.
And i could use what ive used previously, just now with my bill paid and my current interest going madly interesting recently through some changes, with loads of my favorite tv shows just about to start airing, with a new job im just about to start, going to the gym, college course, possible interest from someone that will treat me a lot better, it's going to be hard to find the time to go so far out of my way to give to you what you couldn't give me from the comfort of your own home :/. The fact you're being so rude making things so much easier.
I didn't need this in my life.