scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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i've felt sick all day, yesterday i got really sad and nervous and i feel my sickness is coming from it. i'll go back home next week after almost 40 days and i don't feel good about it. i don't want to return to my university.

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-5 physically
+4 mentally

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-8 I feel hopeless

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Never Diagnosed but I believe I do have Aspie tendencies (wife brought it to my attention about 4 years ago... I never knew)....Married 14 years
Looking for a better job----- again at age 64 ( past 5 months with no luck)
Been out of the Chosen Industry for 10 years
I have held corporate jobs in the past.......very decent ones
Living higher than I should be (can't change that for about 6 months)
No retirement
Wife has health issues...no medical insurance
Wife doesn't/won't work....until health issues clear up ($70000)
Marriage is not in a good place........
No one to speak to.......can't afford therapist at the moment

About the only thing I have going for me is my health and my belief in God

So, how is your day lookin?!?!

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Been having nightmares lately. Not of the caustic kind as in the past, but they do jar me awake. Currently, I'm trying to see where the disturbance in the force is that's making my sleep haphazard? Is it my living condition? The uncertainty of whether I'd stay here forever because SSDI isn't always as permanent as people think? Maybe I'm beginning to cycle through a manic phase. They say bipolar disorder's manic phase peaks in the summer.

-1 Hope to eventually move from where I live now to a new city at which, I'm not familiar with, which means learning about a whole new area as well, having to drive again after so many years and many other things.