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27 Feb 2019, 3:47 pm

-4 I feel terrible about not going to work maybe I should just go and sleep on the street after


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01 Mar 2019, 4:04 pm

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03 Mar 2019, 2:06 am

Was +7 now -3.

Wrote a sappy poem.
Really liked it, now I think it's stupid.
Like me.



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03 Mar 2019, 3:49 am

la_fenkis wrote:
Was +7 now -3.

Wrote a sappy poem.
Really liked it, now I think it's stupid.
Like me.


does it need a bit of editing or are you just being hard on yourself? you're obviously not stupid.



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03 Mar 2019, 6:35 am

cathylynn wrote:
la_fenkis wrote:
Was +7 now -3.

Wrote a sappy poem.
Really liked it, now I think it's stupid.
Like me.


does it need a bit of editing or are you just being hard on yourself? you're obviously not stupid.


I think it's not the poem itself, but where the inspiration came from, who it came from and what exactly the nature of our relationship is. Shocker, it's a woman. I can't tell in what way she likes me, only that she appears to in some way. I definitely do, likely more than I "should," and that spells doom. Everything goes out of whack and I hop on the self-recrimination train pretty quickly these days. I'd rather collapse into myself than cause someone unwarranted distress.

But still, a poem glorifying the simple act of holding hands as if it's the best thing ever invented is kinda lame.
I'm going to keep editing it, but I could also edit it forever and it'll never be just right.

I'm also pretty exhausted recently (especially right now) and there's other stuff piling on top, like... and... and... and... ........

Thanks for saying I'm not stupid.

-5(+1) = -4



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03 Mar 2019, 10:29 am

-3



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03 Mar 2019, 4:29 pm

la_fenkis wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
la_fenkis wrote:
Was +7 now -3.

Wrote a sappy poem.
Really liked it, now I think it's stupid.
Like me.


does it need a bit of editing or are you just being hard on yourself? you're obviously not stupid.


I think it's not the poem itself, but where the inspiration came from, who it came from and what exactly the nature of our relationship is. Shocker, it's a woman. I can't tell in what way she likes me, only that she appears to in some way. I definitely do, likely more than I "should," and that spells doom. Everything goes out of whack and I hop on the self-recrimination train pretty quickly these days. I'd rather collapse into myself than cause someone unwarranted distress.

But still, a poem glorifying the simple act of holding hands as if it's the best thing ever invented is kinda lame.
I'm going to keep editing it, but I could also edit it forever and it'll never be just right.

I'm also pretty exhausted recently (especially right now) and there's other stuff piling on top, like... and... and... and... ........

Thanks for saying I'm not stupid.

-5(+1) = -4


holding hands can be glorious.



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03 Mar 2019, 4:34 pm

-10

Family gatherings are awful experiences for me.



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03 Mar 2019, 4:45 pm

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Family gatherings are awful experiences for me.


what happened?



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03 Mar 2019, 7:42 pm

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03 Mar 2019, 7:44 pm

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Family gatherings are awful experiences for me.


You're not the only one who has this opinion. I hate it when my uncle visits. He's an absolute d-bag.


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03 Mar 2019, 7:50 pm

cathylynn wrote:
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Family gatherings are awful experiences for me.


what happened?


I can't stand it when my nieces and nephews scream and I keep getting reminders of how my siblings are way ahead of me in life.

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I lost my composure in public when my mother and stepfather made me go to a gym with them and had to leave the place.



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03 Mar 2019, 7:55 pm

+11



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03 Mar 2019, 10:35 pm

Marknis wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
Marknis wrote:
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Family gatherings are awful experiences for me.


what happened?


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I lost my composure in public when my mother and stepfather made me go to a gym with them and had to leave the place.


You need to get away from that family of yours as soon as an opportunity comes your way! What your family is doing to you is abusive, so prepare yourself if such an opportunity happens!


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06 Mar 2019, 3:21 am

-1. I'm still seething about being passed over at work, and people being dismissive in general. The plus side is it motivated me to go back to school, and I'm just waiting on course acceptance.



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06 Mar 2019, 12:01 pm

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It's like I don't exist.


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