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20 Mar 2019, 7:26 pm

-2 I always get so neurotic when I start having feelings for someone. Like I'm going to say or do something that totally turns them away.



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20 Mar 2019, 7:34 pm

Never lose the ability to "have feelings" for someone. No matter what.

I'm about 3-4 right now. Wishing idealistic dreams.....of being Thoreau but without the gruff manners.



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20 Mar 2019, 9:51 pm

-5 well, I told her I'm into her. Couldn't be more nervous. We'll see how she reacts...

Dear god, what have I done...



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20 Mar 2019, 10:42 pm

I hope she says yes :D



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20 Mar 2019, 11:00 pm

kraftiekortie wrote:
I hope she says yes :D


So do I, but every experience of my life is telling me I just seriously injured a friendship. But then, hiding feelings also injures one too. I guess I was f***ed either way...

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20 Mar 2019, 11:32 pm

kraftiekortie wrote:
Never lose the ability to "have feelings" for someone. No matter what.

I'm about 3-4 right now. Wishing idealistic dreams.....of being Thoreau but without the gruff manners.

I wish I could lose such feelings.


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21 Mar 2019, 12:32 am

-1000 An ocean of anxiety. I can already sense everything about to explode. I really hope I can backpedal this. I'm a giant idiot.



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21 Mar 2019, 2:10 am

-5, I wish I could be more positive and I feel I should be.



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21 Mar 2019, 2:29 am

1: Physically ill..



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21 Mar 2019, 9:19 am

-10

Had a nightmare that my older brother had a gothic girlfriend and had gotten her pregnant.



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21 Mar 2019, 9:21 am

+8

Could be +9 or +10 if I had won last night's 550-million dollar Powerball jackpot.

Could be +6 or +7 if I hadn't had my coffee yet.

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21 Mar 2019, 10:59 am

-10 Just a complete idiot.



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21 Mar 2019, 12:50 pm

-50 just kill me.



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21 Mar 2019, 12:54 pm

She hasn't said no yet....



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21 Mar 2019, 12:56 pm

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Leonard, my plushie leopard from childhood arrived in the post. :heart:
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21 Mar 2019, 1:03 pm

kraftiekortie wrote:
She hasn't said no yet....


I've gotten all weird and sent her a bunch of other messages since I said something and she hasn't responded to anything I've said. She does have a penchant for not responding immediately, it's just the way she is, but I still think I messed up our friendship. It's happened before when I've told someone I liked them and they stopped talking to me. I always mess things up with my feelings. Now I'm just obsessing over it.

And now I cant stop thinking about going to get drunk. Haven't had a drink since June 10 2017. It's not a good idea but I don't know how to deal with this and it seems better than just thinking about it constantly. I keep messing up friendships and I feel like a giant idiotic monster.