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I'm fed up with unpleasantness.

I'm sick of NT's making excuses saying they're only joking when they're being nasty then they reckon they're the ones with Empathy.

I'm fed up with lousy election results today.

My life is difficult enough as it is. I don't need my mother abusing me and threatening me, and people on the internet bullying me and laughing at me. And to top it all off, you tell me that I'm the one at fault for "letting" them get to me.

I just wish I was an infant again...

I'm fed up with being a gimp.

I'm tired of being the bad guy.

I'm sick of f***in everything up. I absolutely despise the quality of life I have right now. Worse still, people I need to be around me when I'm feeling this way have a brilliant knack of keeping there distance..."I care about you" Yeah f***in right.

I'm so sick and tired of living here, I'm sick of my grandparents (who I live with) shoving their religion down my throat, I'm sick of being the schools black sheep, I'm the outcast of the freaking outcasts, I can't be me without being bullied and judged, there is no one in this town that I share interests with, or is relatable, and my only "friend" is a overtly judgmental, arrogant, annoying jerk. Sorry, I know you couldn't care less, I just needed to vent.

my sciatica continues to plague me in the mornings.

Ok I really need to rant because I have had a horrible headache for the last two days. My sister has three kids who I bend over backwards to help her oldest son take him to choir and to church and took him 300 miles to visit a college (he is 17). He COULDN'T CARE LESS about me! Treats me like dirt. She has a baby girl who I can't spend any time with unless her and her husband need a babysitter, THEN I'm her favorite aunt. I go to pick up her oldest son for choir, and of course he's not home - NO ONE CAN REMEMBER BUT ME THAT CHOIR IS EVERY BLEEPING THURSDAY NIGHT? My husband completely ignores me couldn't care less about the house, what I want, spends too much money on crap we do not need. My son gets angry at me for fighting with my husband (his father), and angry with him for fighting with me. My sisters in-laws are in town now so I don't exist to her (she won't need a babysitter until they are gone). But I am never, ever supposed to be angry about ANY of these things because that makes me the bad one. I AM TIRED OF THIS! I am tired of going to work everyday and having to be jealous because every single person in my office gets to go on free overseas trips but NEVER me. I am so tired of no friends, no money, no wants to travel with me even if I have the money to go and I love to travel. I am SO SO SO tired of being stuck in the same routine everyday and being used by the bloodsucking people who surround me but don't care about me at all. My time, my feelings, my energy, my hard earned money are all meaningless to them and I have had enough of giving day after day after day to people who only know how to take. I want OUT of this situation.

"Sometimes I have this crazy dream that I just take off in my car, but you travel on 10,000 miles and still stay where you are"

Harry, you are one of the people I want to meet in heaven. I pray that I have the strength to make it there...

@#$%&?! ! insurance company not only won't cover physical therapy but not even chiropractic.

That f*cking jackass of a roommate I live with did it again. I asked him this morning if he could take me to the local food bank, so I could pick up my monthly package. He agreed to do so. My appointment for pickup was 11:30 AM. 11:15 comes around, and I'm ready to make the pickup. I had the boxes by the front door, and ready to go. He sees the boxes and nearly freaks out, since I need him to take me back home. He comes back, sorry, I can't do this, I'm going to see my woman, and can I get a buddy of mine to take me to the food bank? I told him this buddy is moving today, and I don't have anyone else to ask. Besides, this shouldn't take more than 5 minutes. He still refuses to take me. I storm back in the house and upstairs. Sent a message to my buddy telling him how much of a f*cking jackass my roommate is being
, again. 11:45 comes around, and I dozed off on the couch, after calling the food bank and canceling my appointment. I get a phone call from my roommate, telling me to be out front in 2 minutes. I grab my coat, and the boxes, and meet him out front. We get to the food bank, 2 minutes before closing. The staff weren't happy with me showing up at that time, even after I called. I told them how much of a jackass my roommate can be.

To make matters worse, he becomes more of a d*ckcheesing d*ickhead all the way back to the house. I may be an Aspie, but people still can see when I'm getting pissed off. This guy is too f*cking stupid to even notice that I'm pissed off. He's still getting his jollies over this incident.

I just found out he was laid off, and collecting unemployment. I'm tempted to call my landlord, who now lives in Florida, telling him this turkey is laid off, and have him evicted the first time he doesn't pay his rent.

And to make matters worse, he brings his ex-wife into the house about midnight, while I'm in the kitchen, in my underwear, after I loaded up the dishwasher and got some ice water so I could take my blood pressure and cholesterol medications. I get tired of hearing him f*ck a different woman every night.

I am person who questions his sexuality and the following is unacceptable.

It is unacceptable for you to call me a sinner because I do not believe in your god nor do I adhere to your doctrines.

It is unacceptable to call me slurs such as fa***t, homo, or whatever because I am a human being with feelings and emotions.

It is unacceptable for for you to label be as unnatural or disgusting because what I do is perfectly healthy and within consent.

It is unacceptable for you to enforce and project your sense of morality onto me because of your ignorance of who I am. Instead of disapproving for the sake of reinforcing your morals, why not offer ways to help as your totally welcome to? Other than that, it's entirely none of your business and your voice will not be heard.

It unacceptable to hold my body and who I share it with up for public debate because the two of us are perfectly knowledgeable and capable of making our own decisions.

It is unacceptable for you to intervene or deny my ability to live my life as I see fit, regardless of your "stance" and whether or not you approve as it was never asked.

It is unacceptable for to say that you do not approve of my instincts. These instincts are mine and are a naturally built-in part of me and do not affect you in any way, so whether or not you "agree" with my sexuality is entirely irrelevant, needless, and pointless and only serves to expose more of your ignorance.

I am person who questions his sexuality, and this is not acceptable under any circumstances.

Thank you.

Here's an unpopular fact for ya - the Nuzlocke Forums are down. I think it may be maintenance, but on the offchance it isn't, I'm bummed out.

I'm getting a little tired of accurately predicting trouble, speaking up too soon (?), facing denials and resentment for speaking up, and then when things happen as I predicted, getting no credit for trying to warn people in time to avoid the problem.