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Anyway I'm sorry everyone that I brought made this into a fuss when it didn't have to be.

I wish I had your problem for a day. All I do is feel far too much.

Fiz:

Okay, what is the point? I don't know, and I'm an old man. Everyone has been asking themselves that forever! What would you like the point to be? You can control that. It is how you live your life, not whether you were bullied or not....though that is extremely painful...... It is not how you feel right now, or even in a few weeks. It's when you look back and you say, gee, ya know, I had a lot of fun. In spite of everything. I had fun.

Ya get up in the morning and you say to yourself "new day" and sometimes it really turns out to be a new day, and not "same s**t different day." You said something like you can be a difficult person. Well, so can I, but I try to control it, and 80% of the time I do.

Okay. I'm going back to lurking.

Btdt

How do you use the quote tags?

yep i go through phases like that most of the time it's after a tragic accident and i barr down my heart to protect it.
i often force myself to be like this for my story so i can keep it going straight any shift in emotion causes character deaths, random stupidity, and failed plots which i don't like. like D.C. just died but she is now merged with xemnas to stay alive. the death was probably because i've been unaturally happy for the past few days and it's been bothering me. it's not natural to laugh that much, it's just not.

I generally always have a positive buzz about things, happy-go-lucky as most would describe it. I don't really let negative emotions build up, and I don't experience super happy ecstatic emotions either. Just an overall contentment with things, and enjoying the things I like to do.

Sometimes though, I'll shift and not like anything. I don't get angry or upset, just nothing amuses me anymore. I try to do things I like, listen to music, play video games, but it feels like I am going through the motions and not extracting any real enjoyment out of it. It usually passes, and doesn't last longer than a week.

But sometims I worry that it won't stop... then I wonder if this is what depression is like.

Usually I think the problem is the novelty of the things I like wears off... and I need to find something completely opposite of what I like to do for a while. Purge the system or something...

I could but I generally find it's far more effective to use their own words against people. Lesson one: Sometimes life isn't fair but you just have to get on with it. (Taken from assembly yesterday) I know but you are the only one I've seen so far being a bully, yes bully, then have the audacity to claim they are the victim. Like I said, what happened was nowhere near bullying. Evidently, everyone isn't finished because everyone hasn't stopped typing responses. Well, that's because you have nothing to jump down my throat about. I think I've shown that I get it as well as I need to.