Perhaps I should turn to drugs and alcohol and destroy myself to end this madness! Binge drink and take ecstasy, I have not tried ecstasy I should try it. I want this pain to end forever even if it risks me ending my life. It was my fault I allowed myself to be raped, abused and controlled, I have no free will and have no choice, I am just a sub human toy, that is all! I am male so I do not matter or am important enough to be noticed!
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Your Aspie score is 193 of 200
Your neurotypical score is 40 of 200
You are very likely an aspie
No matter where I go I will always be a Gaijin even at home. Like Anime?
https://kissanime.to/AnimeList
