RedMage wrote:
I can't supress it. Once I'm angry, I stay angry. And I never asked you all to change!
Hey RedMage, when I started to read your post I thought your were not allowed to go out because your parents were overprotective. To protect you, but since I've seen how is your temper and what you have told, I think they might be doing so to protect other people. To avoid any conflict, just a little misunderstanding will lead to a terrible scene, wouldn't it? I am safe here on Internet, but if I would be here in person I would be so terrified of you, don't get me wrong, I fear all people.
Anyway, being inside your home or room, 24/7 without getting out, it sounds like a prison, like you are being punished or something, so how come? Aren't you getting any treatment? Any therapy or medicine to help you with the social problems? It sounds like you are not getting any of those and just being locked.
I am the total opposite of you, never rage, never defending myself, one reason for being bullied, I wish I would had SOME of you before, it would have made my life a little easier. And also I feel more comfortable being at home 24/7 without getting out. But that's me.