I did feel suicidal at one point. I never thought I would make it past the age of 18. However I also assumed that I would have to take care of myself my whole life. Now it's looking like the state will look after me since my parents abandoned me. At least I hope it will. Long waiting lists and uncertainty are things I'm dealing with right now, which really I shouldn't have to go through just because I'm disabled. But it is what it is, all I can do is hope for the best and prepare for the worst.
