Jacoby wrote:
I feel like you're a bit paranoid about them taking your guns away, can you still pass the NICBC? They're not taking away every depressed person's guns away, that just isn't happening. I could buy a gun right now I am pretty sure, they haven't come for me...
yet
I think anxiety medicine could really help you sly, I've always found your situation relatable and I think my paranoia has definitely declined in my personal life since I started taking them. Now it's just temporary relief, I can feel those old fears creep back as the medication wanes but like I said I feel like I've done things I probably wouldn't of done otherwise because of it. Benzos work, their side effect is mainly that they're addictive but **** it I'd rather be addicted and semi-functional than a clean shut in. I wouldn't take an SSRI or anti-psychotic, I don't take things where the potential side effects are worse than what it is treating. I don't want to take any drugs that make me gain a bunch of weight and grow breasts, trust me I've done my research. A drug is a drug regardless if it comes from a doctor or not, I weigh the actual effects versus what they say is the best course of action. I wouldn't continue taking something if I thought it hurt me. Wallowing in an intolerable situation isn't healthy, I am not happy where I am at in life but I'm desperate not to be stagnant so I put myself thru this suffering because what other option do I have but to give up and die?
Just because you pass nics today doesn't mean you will tomorrow it's not a non alterable list
What if besides not having a gf one is happy with how their life is?
I'm content working the same job, living in the same city for the rest of my life. I guess I'm simple. I mean this job isn't the best but if the people were gone and heat turned down I could do. I think I'd be better in a factory assembling or packing something in a assembly line. Born in the wrong time period.
The job I'm at had a high turn over rate, people transfer out a lot or quit. Other employees are like I don't know how you do it. I guess I'm just more accepting and patient then most people.