maybe u really dont ^^ ofc i dont know, if those fights picked u or otherwise, but maybe, having an issue with impulse control, u really better off not being capable to overpower other ppl ^^ a safeguard when ur control fails... ya, it will be painful, but physical pain is often preferable to moral pain. its easier to cope with...
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sanity is a prison. insanity is doom. is there a third option, please?
beware the ire of the patient ones!
and if i walk away, who is gonna stay? i believe to make the world be a better place.