sly279 wrote:
I hate being another year older. Being alone forever sucks
It's an up and down battle for sure. I would say, just try to keep yourself up if possible. Unexpected things can always happen. I was 32, got on a dating site for sex, I was too nervous talking about sex from lack of experience. One lady finally gave me a chance, I informed her how very shy I was. Turns out I ended up being a natural-pro. My shyness completely goes away, which is odd but it works to my benefit. I can have sex with someone much easier than I can sit and talk to them. This served me well, my slight nervousness allows me to last for hours, my obsessive nature allows me to be 'tha bomb', lol. Now I'm much more confident in that department, though it hasn't really helped. As I'm getting older, age and lack of medical attention is taking it's tole. I feel I will never have a relationship, I could if I weren't so unhealthy. I have learned to just accept it, as long as I have people I can talk to online, I don't feel as lonely. Learned lesson, never cut yourself off from people completely, even if all you do is communicate online, it gets extremely lonely and depressing. Also, keep yourself up(healthy as possible) so you are ready if you ever meet someone unexpectedly.