Sylkat wrote:
I hear you.
It is difficult.
You are describing a panic reaction to the sensation of wearing a mask. I know panic attacks; I’ve been in the E.R. a few times with them.
Please find a way to protect yourself..we care about you.

This. It took me months to get used to heavy activity whilst wearing a mask, but as the locals won't wear them, the hospital mom works at let her obtain a bunch of N95's for me to wear when doing shopping, errands, etc. As my seasonal allergies here [which usually run 8-9 months in a given year, not to mention the omnipresent smog], once I got used to wearing one my breathing has improved dramatically. I picked up a bunch of decorative masks in my [US] football team colours and logos, I plan to wear them from now on whenever possible, even after the pandemic has subsided locally. By the time allergy season is over, they will also be great for keeping my nose warm in the cold weather outdoors, when it's a lot easier for me to work and exercise outside. I am very happy that at least for now, I won't stand out in a crowd, any more than I already do, simply for wearing a mask.
I can totally respect and understand issues with asthma and oversensitivity. I was blessed enough for many of my oversensitivity issues to lessen as I got older. I used to not be able to wear polyester and had to cut the tags out of all of my clothes because they drove me nuts, but I've mellowed or become less sensitive over the years to such issues. If someone is literally unable to wear a mask for genuine health reasons, avoidance of others is the best medicine until a vaccine is readily available, but sadly [as cyberdad pointed out], certain individuals will use the real issues others must cope with to selfishly pursue their own personal agendas. It's frightening how many people around here genuinely believe that the pandemic is a government mandated false flag psychological operation set up to revoke freedoms from americans [these same people usually don't even know what the "patriot act" is, that's irony]. What freedoms they feel they are losing right now, I can't even imagine.... They're exercising their right to get sick and spread the virus to others without fear or favor without any local repercussions, that's for sure.
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