TenMinutes wrote:
I'm not exactly young, either. And here's the thing. In my search of the most popular youtube music videos, I almost certainly found this band's most popular song. 2.4 billion views. I'm sure I saw it, and didn't think enough of it to even remember seeing it. But I met a big fan of the band, and I thought enough of them to give their music a listen, and I really liked it. I became a fan, and that 2.4B view song was one of the first that I came to really like. If someone important to you says it's good, you pay more attention. That's what's missing in my life. Someone who thinks highly enough of me that they'll listen, more than just skipping through, to something I value. I don't have that, and it is a miserable existence.
you are not alone in that kind of miserable existence, a lot of us here on WP experience this also. a cold comfort, i know.