College, as opposed to university? In the U.S. college is synonymous with university, but it's different in the British school system I attended, because I went to a college at 15, or so as well. Might have been a different system, then, not sure. Then when one is about 18 or 19, one can go to university.
I hope you can survive the rigors of school and home... it's tough if you don't have much of a sanctuary, somewhere. I hope you have something like that.
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