Yes, another post about how miserable I am.

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Whether he's a troll, murderer or whatever, it won't solve anything anyway. I think he's gotten everyone's views from his thread so now he's getting publicity.

I am not going to mollycoddle anyone who talks like that, regardless of their age, sorry if you don't like that, but the kid belongs in a mental hospital, that sort of talk is just to crazy.

I know some people probably won't believe me, but I'll state my honest intentions regarding the creation of that thread and what was said in it by me.

It started with a Bundy quote and a picture of Bundy. I used to post frequently on another, mostly NT forum, and things like that were typical (not necessarily killers, but people would make posts with pictures or song lyrics and such. I decided to post a picture of Ted Bundy here because he had been brought up in my presence several times that day. I expected maybe two or three replies, people asking who that was a picture of, people saying that was a picture of Ted Bundy, people saying Ted Bundy is in Hell now, et cetera.

The thing I said in that thread (hell, the thing I've said here period) that gained the most attention was when I said I want to be a serial killer when I grow up. Or maybe it was my defense of killers. I'm going to start with the former. I don't want to be a serial killer when I grow up. I want to be a director. A movie director.

About defending killers: I said this in the Bundy thread; nobody close to me has died, with the exception of a cat (I didn't mention the cat in the other thread). It's difficult, likely impossible, for me to imagine the pain caused by the death of a loved one. I don't admire the fact that these people killed others, I simply admire the attention they got for it. I realize many of my favorites were in it mostly for attention (look at the Zodiac's letters; he created a false bomb scare just to get people to wear buttons with his symbol on them), but you have to admit, they got the attention they craved. I don't get any attention. I'm a nobody in my school, looked down upon by a lot of people. I keep to myself. I want attention. I don't know why the attention killers get interests me so much, but it does.

I apologize for upsetting or offending anyone with anything I've said or done. I didn't create the Bundy thread to gain attention or controversy, it was just reflecting my interest in serial killers. I hope none of you hold this against me and that we can be friends. If you have any questions, feel free to ask, whether on the forum or through a PM.

The people that get the most attention from the people that actually matter in life ( the people that you go to school with, work with, live with etc ) are the ones that are positive and pleasant to be around. People like to be around someone that makes them feel good. Those people that get negative attention.... get negative attention and people's distain- as evidenced by your other thread. Positive attention builds relationships, friendships and support networks for you. Your other thread was in very bad taste, if you are not sure why that would be the case, then you do need some help.
Something to reflect on.

The Bundy thread was in poor taste? I already explained, all it was initially was a quote / picture. That was all.

I sorry I over reacted, but the topic sent up a lot of red flags for me.

It's okay. I'm an impulsive person. No matter what I promise now, something similar will likely happen again. Just a word of warning. Try not to get offended by anything I say. I often say something as a joke but that isn't clear to anyone other than me.