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25 Jan 2015, 12:04 am

It's all well and good that Mr. Kitty lived 15 active and happy years and I have a lot of fun memories of the time I had with him. I have to deal with knowing I'll come home, and he won't be there to say hello, and I hear a noise from the other room, but it's not going to be him coming in to get pets or climb into my lap. He had a fine life; I'm crying for me.

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25 Jan 2015, 12:39 am

I'm old.

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25 Jan 2015, 4:26 am

I'm so frustrated at myself at this moment. Because I'm stuck between giving a damn on everything or not giving a damn at all.

A part of me urges to show them see the alternative views, so they could have more choices. Regardless how they see it, I would express it.
And the other part of me tells me to let them be, and care not if they killed themselves or what not. It's not like I would know them. And I hate being involved.

I couldn't decide between the two, and I'll be hating myself more if it remains this way. And I don't wanna develop some split personality out of this. Or whatever inconsistencies I already have right now.

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25 Jan 2015, 5:53 pm

auntblabby wrote:

I'm old.

Age is relative. The universe is old; you are just a baby. Just a baby.

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25 Jan 2015, 5:57 pm

starkid wrote:

auntblabby wrote:

I'm old.

Age is relative. The universe is old; you are just a baby. Just a baby.

yeh, I'm just a baby- WAAAAAAHHH!! !!

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26 Jan 2015, 11:39 am

auntblabby wrote:

starkid wrote:

auntblabby wrote:

I'm old.

Age is relative. The universe is old; you are just a baby. Just a baby.

yeh, I'm just a baby- WAAAAAAHHH!! ! !

Oh sweetie, I noticed how old I look the other day. Usually I do my makeup in the bathroom mirrors and also when I look at myself in the mirrors on the wall or dressers here in the house I'm prepared for it and turn my head a certain way and I'm in a certain, flattering light. I don't look all that old there. The other day, when my daughter was running me to Walmart I glanced in the side mirror of the car and was shocked! Absolutely shocked! My face is flabby and kind of saggy. At least it was there in that mirror. I saw myself through the window into the mirror so I didn't see a lot of the details of my makeup and I look like my mother did. Old and plain. So, don't feel bad about your age. I'm about to be 51. :-(

I have decided to not get upset over it and do some face exercises and get some creams and all that. Maybe do some makeup a little differently.

I'm also going to start working out because my body is getting a bit saggy and I used to really have a killer body. I wanted to encourage you to try and not get down because of age. If I can deal with it, you can deal with it with me and we can complain to each other if you want. Maybe we can put our heads together and come up with some kind of good antiaging stuff. :-)

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26 Jan 2015, 3:31 pm

^^^

my thing is premature aging. I am basically crippled due to my back wearing out before the rest of me. it is the lack of easy mobility which is discouraging. like being stuck in a car that won't go. but I must remember that other people have it far worse.

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27 Jan 2015, 9:00 pm

OliveOilMom wrote:

I wanted to encourage you to try and not get down because of age. If I can deal with it, you can deal with it with me and we can complain to each other if you want. Maybe we can put our heads together and come up with some kind of good antiaging stuff. :-)

Seems like you are concerned about your looks rather than your age.

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27 Jan 2015, 9:02 pm

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Seems like you are concerned about your looks rather than your age.

what's wrong with that?

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27 Jan 2015, 10:16 pm

auntblabby wrote:

I'm old.

YOU'RE OLD?????????! !! !! !! !! !! !

If you're old, I must be Methuselah :wink:

I may be 57, but I feel 35 years older than that!! !! !! !! !

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27 Jan 2015, 10:18 pm

ok, I should have said "I FEEL old. " but in 3 years I will be your present age. orthopedic issues leave me feeling like a crippled old man, though.

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29 Jan 2015, 7:18 pm

Life is sometimes a big pile of...
People, trusting anyone, dreams, hope, love all cr*p, marriage is utter bullcr*p, the words 'just do' are cr*p being constantly sensible &genuine are cr*p, everything right now is a big pile of shite.

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29 Jan 2015, 7:21 pm

life can be a big ball of confusion, can't it?

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30 Jan 2015, 11:12 am

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And so I approached a forked road together with a stranger. All paths ahead are always unclear, and so I thought I would follow the stranger for a while. So I did. As we are traveling the path, I end up baffled upon seeing the stranger's reaction. Why is the stranger smiling over a dark, stormy, thorn forest? I asked him; "Why are you smiling? Aren't you scared?" The stranger looks at me said "Why would I be scared?" the stranger chuckled "Are you afraid of bright lights and green grasses?" Bright lights? There's nothing bright around here!

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30 Jan 2015, 1:47 pm

auntblabby wrote:

life can be a big ball of confusion, can't it?

Yes it can. That outburst was needed :oops:

Have to learn to make better decisions, I'm in my thirties and cant believe all Ive achieved and thrown away.

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30 Jan 2015, 2:35 pm

we will live and learn. :idea:

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