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tell it, brother

YAY I am coming to the reluctant conclusion that having to do everything alone and without any help, is probably better for all concerned, than knowing somebody who finds me to be little more than an irritant.

Turn your bloody TV down you selfish bastard.

Put some salt down on the sidewalks, they are ice rinks, and I really don't want to break something.

My inverted sleep schedule and lack of a daily routine has been driving me nuts lately. I've been having a hard time keeping up with the math course I've been taking, and my medication schedule has been right out of whack as well. I've been here for a few weeks now, and I still haven't transferred my prescriptions.

...and knowing you, it's all my fault.

Stop telling me that I should smile. I have a constant headache all morning and you're not helping at all.

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"I don't want a relationship right now." More like, "I don't want a relationship with you - ever."

But sucking at some other guy's face in my presence - totally cool, right?

What was with that conversation yesterday? You know I have autism, right?
So why would you talk about that girl and say right in front of my face, "She's so odd. She must have autism."
How do you think that makes me feel?
Oh, right. I'm autistic so I don't have feelings.

Oh yeah, and don't tell me you know how I feel because you're "an introvert too".
You have no f*****g idea.

It would be so nice, for a change, if people would consider the possibility that I'm doing the best I can rather than waking up every morning with the thought in my head: "I wonder how many people I can piss off today. I wonder what would be the best way to annoy every person who crosses my path today."

As if.

As if your habits don't annoy the crap out of me sometimes too. I learned to let most of it roll off my back like water off a duck.

But being treated like my daily goal is to infuriate people--especially the people I'm closest to by family or by team at work--is really starting to grate at my inner peace.

Only a tiny handful of people give me the benefit of the doubt. I'm glad my daughters are two of those.

^^^
Tacoma, yay hope you give the square pegs meetup [this Saturday@ 12:30PM] at evergreen college a try.

F#!k all the other reindeer, and their stupid reindeer games. I'd take my marbles and go home, but I'm stuck in the undertow.

There was a bunch of crap I had to do today, but my afternoon nap ended up turning into me sleeping through the rest of the day. I have an exam I have to write early tomorrow morning as well.

I give up trying to do anything! First off, I have surgery scheduled for April 13 to remove 2 kidney stones from my right kidney. The urologist put me on potassium nitrate. I'm broke. Second, my car needs work, and I'm broke. I just woke up and find my checking account is overdrawn, AGAIN. The funds I had there for my primary care physician ended up being eaten away by some automatic debits I had forgotten all about until earlier this week, when they got deducted from the account. I have people that owe me money, but good luck trying to collect. I had to post-date a check to my church in order to get a gift card for the local grocery store, so I could get gas, as well as groceries. I've been breaking out in a rash, which I couldn't figure out what from until an hour ago, when I find the filler material, which contains fiberglass, was coming out of my comforter. I also just got a bill from the HMO that provides my Medicare, and that's overdue. I don't DARE ask any of my brothers or relatives for money, as I'll catch all sorts of hell for even asking. I could ask my housemates, but I have no idea how I'd pay them back. I'm still waiting to hear back about a part-time computer repair gig I found on Craigslist, although I doubt I'll even get that, since I mentioned my physical and mental disabilities. I also had to purchase a new cell phone and tablet, since 1) the battery died in my iPhone 4s, and the digitizer died on my iPad 2. I ended up signing a 2 and a half year agreement with Sprint, which I didn't want to do, but was the only way I could afford a new iPhone 6 plus and iPad Air 2 (can you say lease agreement?). And to really top it off, the weatherman is calling for MORE F-iNG SNOW!! !! !! !! !! Any wonder I'm a living embodiment of Murphy's Law? And the say Murphy was an optimist? <Sarcasm>RIIIIIIGHT</Sarcasm>