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03 Feb 2021, 4:51 pm

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03 Feb 2021, 4:55 pm

-5 Feeling discouraged again, maybe moving into my own apartment would boost my spirits for a while, but then I’d just stagnate there instead of here, plus I know I’m idealizing it and it isn’t going to be what I hope anyway.


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03 Feb 2021, 5:12 pm

-10, Can't do this anymore. Depressed beyond belief. Wish I wasn't here.



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03 Feb 2021, 7:46 pm

-4. I feel like I'm in a constant state of "fight or flight" all the time and I hate it.



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03 Feb 2021, 8:14 pm

-9 (I don't see myself ever being able to do a lot of things that most other people can do with ease)

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-10, Can't do this anymore. Depressed beyond belief. Wish I wasn't here.


I am sorry that you are doing so badly. I wish I knew how to talk to people. Being autistic is so difficult. So much empathy inside it hurts.


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04 Feb 2021, 9:36 am

-5
I hate spending my day off doing nothing except feeling awful. I'm sick and tired of not liking anything.



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04 Feb 2021, 10:47 am

Warm, gentle dragon hugs for Butterfly and RoadRatt and anyone else who would like one (I promise I’m not actually as scary as my avatar :) ).


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04 Feb 2021, 8:39 pm

1.5

I dunno. I'm pretty tired of thinking I'm at least sort of emotionally intelligent, but I keep making the same mistakes over and over again in regards to other people. I don't know how to make any of this work.

I'm just tired of existing. It's too exhausting. I want off this ride sometimes.


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04 Feb 2021, 9:08 pm

-8 (people never listen to me, it makes me feel invisible. figuring out in what ways that I am autistic leaves me scared inside)

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Warm, gentle dragon hugs for Butterfly and RoadRatt and anyone else who would like one (I promise I’m not actually as scary as my avatar :) ).


I normally only let my mom give me hugs. I'm betting dragon hugs warm your heart, lol. :)


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04 Feb 2021, 11:03 pm

More hugs for you, RoadRatt :heart: You're not invisible.


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05 Feb 2021, 12:11 am

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I feel like a fool.


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05 Feb 2021, 12:24 am

Feel like a tool.


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05 Feb 2021, 12:26 am

That's the rule. :(


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05 Feb 2021, 12:32 am

That’s okay with me, I love Tool :lol:



Hope my hint of humor isn’t inappropriate in this situation :oops: Just trying to be funny, not make it all about me/my obsessions or anything.


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05 Feb 2021, 7:23 pm

Fluctuating between a 6 and an 8.


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05 Feb 2021, 8:01 pm

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A friend of the family passed away tonight, from Covid.


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