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To M,

It's not nice to get someone's hopes up and then break that promising hope due to no planning or follow through on your end. Although there is some attraction, comfortability, and ease of conversation when we are together and for the most part a feeling that we can both be ourselves...there's also a need to trust you at your word. If we can't be 100% honest with each other, why should we even try this??? And, my best guess is that your diagnosed OCD (amongst other issues) is controlling your life. It seems that it's started to affect our once budding relationship. I care, but then was willing to put in the effort and set aside my normal routine/schedule despite all that is on my mind and daily responsibilities. Were you willing to do that??? It seems not.

From, Me


Dear R,

I still think about you everyday and in truth...M was a welcomed distraction because you stopped reaching out to me. Perhaps you are mad because of me speaking my mind, but if that is the case, it's a good thing you got to hear what was on it on the front end. My review (literally) of what was thought may have been harsh and blunt, it was indeed intended to be that way. If it made you angry that I gave you a "dose of your own medicine" by giving back some "constructive criticism" (which mind you, your opinion could have been more appropriately labelled destructive criticism) than it was one of those cases where you could dish it, but not take it...and that makes you look weak in my eyes. Sure, it might have been just as well, if I'd pretended that what you'd said hadn't bothered me; but that would not have been the truth. It hurt more coming from you, because at the time...I cared so much. It is probable that you knew this and played with my emotions like a cat does with mouse. But, when you realized I was not a mouse, but rather a stronger adversary/cat you went off crying in the proverbial corner licking your scratches as if it was me that had started this cat fight, rather than you. What I should have done was took a piss to mark my territory outside of your office and then laughed about it to myself. Lol. Well, one will never know now will they? That ship has sailed, and even if you came on bended knee saying how sorry you were...it would be over a year too late. Besides, you need to grow up and stop chasing skirts just because the grass looks greener in the other pasture. My grass is indeed greener, but you have your own heifer to keep you warm...so why don't you just stick to that for another few decades. Wonder what she would say if she knew what all you said and did around me??? Hmmm. Btw, you are not as good looking as you think you air and that big nose up in the air with head cocked upwards while you walk makes you look even more like a jacka$$. Take a hint and tone it down some...geesh!! !

Me

P.S. Stop dressing up and styling your hair all metro like you are in your 20s,you are in your 50s and it makes you look ridiculous. You're welcome. How did you like that criticism, did it burn your butt a bit???

Dear You,

If you get there after I leave, then just look for the one sweeping the streets. That will be me.

I am too far gone to deserve anything better.

Fnord

Dear brother,

Why do you have to make me feel so miserable? Why do you have stay here when we asked you to leave? Do you not know how much your actions have affected me? How seeing you on drugs at your lowest has hurt me? When you yell at mom like you hate her after she's helped you so much I just want to slap you till you wake up and start showing respect. When I slapped you for the first time ever 4 nights ago.. I felt slightly relieved because I was tired of holding back. You use moms money, her house, her things, and you just keep on taking and taking and taking without a thank you. When asked to stop, you ignore us. I can ask you to leave but you stay because mom doesn't enforce it. Why can't you give me a break? I almost wish I wasn't born because of all the things I've had to deal with. You can SEE, so WHY am I doing everything?! I'm half blind! THANKS GOD FOR MAKING ME A HALF BLIND ASPIE WITH A sh***y FAMILY!

Its funny, you're completely normal and you can't even get a job or live alone.. I lived alone for 7 years and I graduated from Oklahoma school for the blind. I've been homeless 3 times, and you refuse to lower yourself to stay at a shelter. I've lived in 2 and in a tent once. Maybe you need hardship so you can stop taking things for granted... Mom always made sure you never suffered, and I wish she hadn't.

~~Sorry for the long letter, I just really wanted to tell you all that.~~

Dear old friend,

I get it now. Im that reminder of your past, I understand why. It is a pity, I hope the pressure of being perfect doesnt backfire for you, because you have surrounded yourself with perfectly intolerant types, i dont think they will be accepting of you as you truly are, once, twice perhaps, but long term? I just dont see it.

You can hide yourself and try to fit in with those pretend working class snobs, but i am surprised that you do not see what will happen when your life crumbles, as it has done before, you will just have to suck it up, and hide that part of who you are, can you do that? What about your potential children, if they are like others in your lineage, will they have to hide that too? Will his side tolerate the less than perfect genetics? Or will they do as they did to you, exclusion till you conformed?

Or are you just deluded... Oh the irony.

Be well, I hope you are happy, and that I am wrong.

Me.

Dear 0956832905900122329

Well done. You're actually much stronger and resolute than I had ever imagined.

I

Hi, I'm Tianna and I like movies.

Dear you:

I just a want to say Thank You
because although you have been a headache some times, you have been with me all this time (and it is a long time already).

Also you are sweet and awesome and believe it or not I love you.
If you still want to be my friend you can send me a message.

Happy Birthday... you're in my thoughts, I hope you like the flowers. xo

Connection or platitudes? A constant question.

The answer is witnessing actions. Actions speak louder than a sonnet of flattery.

If you love something, let it go. So be it.

--The peanut gallery.

Dear Folks,

How come, when no one listens to what I say, it's perfectly reasonable for them to want to wait for evidence and I should be more patient? However, when I don't automatically believe what y'all say, I'm being stubborn, pigheaded, and autistic, and I should be more receptive??

Autism doesn't make a double standard OK. And none of you all are exactly NT either.

Yours in Perpetual Frustration,

Retardo

Dear neighbor,

You started pounding the wall awhile ago and it bothers me. Your apartment is right next to mine so I can hear quick, successive banging day and night. It sounds kind of like a jackhammer...it's a little annoying to be woken up by that noise but I'm mostly confused. How are you making that sound, and why are you doing that??

~Confused

Dear neighbours,

Will you please stop making SO much noise?

Neighbourhater5

Dearest Darling..

You can't have it both ways, yet you keep trying.

I'm not a posey, I actually want to live a life of my own, outside of a gilded cage, oddly enough... I don't want to live my life as an accessory to yours, I couldn't give a damn about STUFF, things that will crumble and rot, I couldn't care less if I drive a banger, or live in a shoebox!! You are empty, all you really have are things, and the ability to acquire more things and what a surprise... I actually don't want any of them... I wont be bought, or blackmailed, or bullied. I don't want Anything that you have. I don't actually believe that you were as ill as you let on, I think you will say anything to achieve any outcome that YOU are happy with.
Yes I actually would prefer the odds of scraping by for life, than to be your ornament, Shocking eh... In fairness how big is your feckin ego... You... are an out the door manipulative P*ick.

Me

Dear you:



I would love to know you, I mean really know you, and be ab
le to know what exactly do you wanted from me, that you could tell me that directly, but it is clear that isn't going to happen.

We can't be friends and that hurts because you know me better than any other people in the world, but I don't know YOU, and think I never will, you won't let me do it.

If we have to forget about each other and stop seeing each other


it is gonna hurt me even more, but probably that would be the best for all of us.

Sorry if I did something wrong, I didn't mean it.

Thank you for all this beautiful time.

And If this is the end, I gonna miss you for ever.

Me.

Dear you, KC

I'm not sorry for coming back, I had to try, I had to have closure. You were beginning to haunt my dreams. In the end you did unto me what I once did unto you so long ago. I don't blame you, whatever your reasons were, it is a fitting end. We probably wouldn't have made it anyways. You loved a husk and I loved an echo. Our encounter did not destroy me and now I'm even stronger because of it. Now I am free.