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Dear You,

Sometimes I have to wonder what on Earth it is I'm doing wrong.

From, Mostly confused

Dear ____,

I do believe it would greatly distress you to be confronted with the fact that you're often full of s**t. I really do. I know it's something you (think you) strive against. Unfortunately, this does does not change the fact that you sometimes actually are full of s**t.

Nor do I appreciate being held to your values when you do not hold to them yourself.

Take care.

Me. x

Dear me,

Please just give up, you've done enough damage already.

From me.

Dear You,

I hate that we click on every level
I hate that I was such a p**** when I was younger
I hate that I cant read your mind
I hate that we live so far from each other
I hate that I am afraid to bring you closer
I hate that I am afraid to lose you
I hate that I lie to you
I hate that its my own confusion that keeps us stagnant
I hate that I feel this way about you

I want to be closer to you but I cant see through the fog that exists in my head
In time the choice will be for me and in time we both may not like where that path leads

From Me

To my ex-boyfriend,

How is your life at the moment? Better? Worse? Are you even still alive? Or did you give in to your depression after the last time you ever saw me?

You know, part of me actually hopes you went through with it, even though you telling me about your failed attempt was what lead to me getting with you in the first place. That, and the fact that I wanted a proper friend. I should have stuck to my decision of having turned you down, but I felt bad about it, and you took advantage of that. You took advantage of the fact that I'm just too nice. And now I hope that you are dead because every time I go out, I'm worried you will show up and recognise me. I don't know if not seeing you at all is worse or not, because I could forget about it, only for you to suddenly be there next time I go out. And it's better than the terrible life you were living anyway.

I should have left you ages ago, all those times when I said I would. But I thought that I could change you if I just tried hard enough. I thought I was prepared for someone as complicated as you, and that you were prepared for someone as complicated as me. But I was wrong. And I didn't want to be the stereotypical girl who always breaks up with her boyfriends because she thinks he's not good enough for her, even though you weren't good for me at all. In fact, I feel bad about the fact that my family had to force me to do it, I feel bad that I couldn't do it myself. But I was too afraid of what would happen.

I'm fine now, though. Mostly. I still have bad memories, and I don't want another boyfriend ever again. I don't want to share my life with anyone but my family, and I don't want someone who only wants my body. Urgh, the things I said I wouldn't do for you, that I ended up doing anyway, and even then, it didn't always please you. You made me curious about it to start with, which was fine, but then you wanted it even when I was ill or tired. And then you made me do the one thing I would never do. I'll never be clean again.

I don't love you anymore, if I ever did. I hate you and I wish I never met you. I dread to think what would have happened if my parents hadn't put a stop to it. And yet, if it wasn't for all of this, I wouldn't be who I am now, a better person than I was before. But I would have learned it anyway, sooner or later.

From your EX-girlfriend, who you will never get to be with again, EVER.

Dear Acne,

I would really appreciate it if you and your pals stopped setting up camp on my face. Why don't you go for a hike for a bit?

Sincerely,
Me

"Can I move your things?"


NO, I HAVE TOLD YOU A BILLION TIMES. F*CK OFF.


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"Don't be silly" ("It is all YOUR fault and we're ignoring your perfectly reasonable request to have your things left alone. We don't give a sh!t about you or your belongings no matter how suicidal it makes you every single time. We're going to nag at you until we change you, because we hate who you are. We want you to know that you and your belongings are entirely nothing in value, so stop complaining and let us manipulate the flying crap out of you. Because as we said, we don't respect you and we don't like you at all. We like bullying you, it gives us a kick.")

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Dear World,

Do yourself a favor and LEAVE ME THE F*** ALONE!! I am not in a good mood today.

-Me

Absence did nothing for muh feelz.

Sigh

Dear Me,

Um, listen up well. People will tell you what kind of job to have, what kind of house to buy, what kind of shoes and phone to buy, what you should study in school, where you should park your car, what kind of girl you should date, how you should speak, dress, walk, dance, sing, flirt, kiss, what kind of music and movies you should entertain yourself with, what kind of food you should eat and how you should eat it.

Just tell them to f*ck off. They're not walking even an inch in your shoes so they can't tell you sh*t. Thank you.

From Me.

Dear Dad,

I f***ing hated you ever since you started hitting my mom and making her cry. The only things you care about is intimidating your family and drinking beer. I even remember you striking me and never taking me to a toy store because I wet my pants at a CVS when I couldn't hold it much longer. I'm glad Mom left you, but now some of your anger has rubbed off on me, and if my marriage EVER falls apart, you will be 100% at fault, because you influenced my behavior, you f***ing a**hole! I'm surprised all this drinking hasn't killed you.

Thank you again for destroying my childhood, and may you rot in hell! F*** you!

-Me

Dear NHS website,

You have triggered yet another meltdown because every time I try to find out about skin disorders, you keep putting DISGUSTING images of skin disorders on your website. There is NO NEED to do this.

Are you a health site, or an entertainment site? You could at least WARN people before they view.

You are all disgusting, SICK PEOPLE.

Dear ____

Get.

The.

f**k.

Out.

Bye.

Harry/Catlover

Dear Miss C,

How dare you say that I can't swear in my own home!? Whatever happened to freedom of speech? I feel you are violating my right to say whatever I want. I thought this was America, not Russia, North Korea, Syria, or some other strict-a** country. I swear to express my frustration, and you are taking that away from me! I do NOT appreciate being censored, and being told not to f***ing swear, I mean it's not like it's going to kill anyone. I swear, dealing with you is like dealing with f***ing Maude Flanders. JFC!

-Me

Fear-

I can't let you win this one. I won't let you.

Dear a**holes,

More intrusive thoughts, more sleepless nights, more pasted-on smiles and not talking about it because THE LAST thing I need to hear is a litany of the reasons why it was all my fault.

Thanks, so much.

Thanks for the fact that it will always come back. That it will never be over. That I will have to fight this battle for the rest of my life.

I don't care. I'm bigger than your judgment, bigger than the fear, bigger than the goddamn PTSD. I made it this far.

I guess I can thank you sincerely for the fact that suppressing the rage on sleepless nights gets my house really, really clean.

I hope someday you enjoy all the pleasure you've given me.

Eat s**t and die,

BeeBee