Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent

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Dear forgotten friend,

After going through some old messages spanning back some years I was shocked to find yours. As I read them I almost cried. All I can say is I'm sorry I wasn't able to help you. I was hoping you could get help or at last pull through. You and me had a lot in common and as someone who was newly recovering I didn't want to get "triggered" into using again. When I look back it was a poor excuse since anything could "trigger" me in the real world but I didn't kbow better. It's too late to say I'm sorry so I guess I'm trying to forgive myself for leaving you when you need help the most. It's been a wild a hard journey and I wish someone had at least been there for you.

RIP

Your old friend

Dear me,

you're a prick. But you knew that already.

Cheers Moron.

Go ahead and call the police b***h, I am not turning my music down and the cops can break down my door if they feel threatened by guitar.

I was kinda doing OK till you came along. You just seemed so into me like no one ever has been. Your eyes and your hugs and your silly jokes.

What happened? What did I do wrong? Everything felt so good.

Now I've come back down again it's worse than it was before.

Please stop this. You're scaring me.

I just want you to be happy, and me to be happy, and everyone to be happy. Why can't that happen?

Why can't I have happiness? Why can't I have find stability? I just want to feel safe. That's all I want.

Please stop. I love you.

I don't want this. I can't do this.
None of us want this.
Stop it, for the love of God, for the love of everybody.
Please.

You're hurting me.

You can do this, fam. Go, self!
Weeeeee~

Lillikoi shall have strength! In dolphins and candy and turtles!

Huzzah!

I'm scared.

Dear moi,
You're gonna be okay.

....Or not.

Who knows really. One can't really know anything until it happens.

Yippee-ki-yay. Keep on truckin'.
'Cause, you never know what'll happen. Go and see what does!

s**t. I'm lonely.

I wanna be happy, but maybe I should stop ignoring my problems.

I want a hug, but I don't wanna bring anyone down. People have too many problems already.

I want to talk about, but I don't know how to say it, there's too much information and my brain can't handle it.

I don't knowww, nyuuuh, I wish it would all just disappear.

Err, I just wanna pretend it's all good and I'm peachy and let's just forget about it.
But, if I don't do anything then nothing will change. .__.

I still don't really understand what happened. Everything seemed to be going well and then things just stopped.

I've never been so disappointed in my life.

Did someone assume that I didn't like you back and told you that? Why would I tell them something personal like how much I like you? How would they know how I feel? Why would you listen to what other people think?

Did you think I stood you up? I didn't think you cared because you didn't get back in touch to confirm like you said you would. Also, I couldn't actually go because of circumstances beyond my control, did no one pass on the message?

Do you really think I don't care?

I've never felt so sad.im so sad that I can't even cry anymore. I'm past that. I'm just tired an numb.

Why can't we make this work?