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25 Jan 2016, 7:21 pm

I'm such a giant f***-up.

Dinner did not go well. My in-laws gave my husband's fries, but since my husband's cholesterol is in the middle, I didn't like that, because fries are known to give people strokes. I got in a huge argument with my husband and MIL, and it ended with my husband grabbing me as I left the table, assuming I was going to kill myself. At that point, I stupidly screamed "Rape" just so he could let go of me. He also threatened to call the cops at one point. I hate myself now, and now I am questioning my existence again. Seriously, I have absolutely NOTHING to offer. :cry:

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25 Jan 2016, 7:26 pm

all things must pass, this too shall pass and there will be a better tomorrow, as better as you have determined. you are learning better each day.

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25 Jan 2016, 8:09 pm

^But what if tomorrow is just as bad?

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25 Jan 2016, 8:12 pm

If you think that tomorrow is going to be bad, then it will be. If you think that tomorrow is going to be good, then it will be. The power of belief is an amazing thing, and can change your entire perspective. Would you like to hear a story, Witchscat? I used to be incredibly angry and depressed through out the last five or more years of my life, but around the last year or so, something shifted. I began seeing beauty in everything and came to appreciate life and how much I am loved.

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25 Jan 2016, 8:14 pm

don't dwell on bad. don't dwell on tomorrow. dwell on how you're going to count to ten and breathe. dwell on breathing. inhale. exhale. nothing exists but inhale, exhale. do this until you are calm. when you are calm things will make more sense.

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25 Jan 2016, 9:41 pm

Kuraudo777 wrote:

If you think that tomorrow is going to be bad, then it will be. If you think that tomorrow is going to be good, then it will be.

Sometimes, though, when someone is really depressed, positive thinking can't change that. For a lot of people their depression isn't something they can control.

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25 Jan 2016, 9:45 pm

Going to bed now. Hopefully, tomorrow won't be hell, figuratively.

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25 Jan 2016, 9:46 pm

I hope you have pleasant dreams.

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25 Jan 2016, 9:47 pm

WitchsCat wrote:

Going to bed now. Hopefully, tomorrow won't be hell, figuratively.

Sleep well. I'm sending you good wishes.

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26 Jan 2016, 12:29 am

mee too :flower:

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26 Jan 2016, 1:22 pm

Until this site sorts something out which is productive I am unable to provide any further landscape on the matter and some input will be void of the changes for some time.

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26 Jan 2016, 3:15 pm

I wish cruz would just go away somewhere. back to Canada.

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26 Jan 2016, 11:15 pm

auntblabby wrote:

I wish cruz would just go away somewhere. back to Canada.

I wish he would have both citizenship's revoked and become a stateless pirate, banished to the international waters of the Altantic ocean on a rubber dingy. We don't want him back.

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26 Jan 2016, 11:33 pm

or like what happened to the bad guys in "superman" who were banished from their home planet, to this plate thing floating in space.

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27 Jan 2016, 12:49 pm

I'm totally out of place on this website. Never have I felt so unwelcome and unwanted. It would seem even among other autistics I'm completely deranged and loony. I suppose I should see myself out sooner or later.

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27 Jan 2016, 1:10 pm

I don't think you're deranged and loony.

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