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Well my saying is that if you have to wonder if you care then you actually don't.

Dear God,

Murder me tonight, please?

Amen,

I am not a good decision-maker.
What am I even doing? I am really, really screwing myself over.

And when the consequences come, it will be delightfully messy, and then I'll have to live through the same damn nightmare all over again.

But I never learn, so once it's over, I'll just do the whole thing all over again.

You say that you'll try, moi,but then you never do. And you'll just keeping make the same mistakes time and time and time again.

Well there is no consequences to talking to some people. There are consequences depending on who you talk to but I am the type of person that I wouldn't get myself too involved in another persons life. If someone is dealing with something, I'll tell them what I think but I wouldn't force any decision on that person. All that does is lead to resentment.

Today I feel there is no win. No compromise. No recognition, notv even my own. I am blindness deactivating to an in seeing audience. How do I make peace with the discord!

I am tired of staying alive for family

Nothing is going to get better, I feel like I keep putting off suicide. Why? Its not getting better, in fact its getting worse. I was upset cause I couldn't always see when I cross boundaries and I thought it couldn't get worse. But it is in fact worse when you can see your own mistakes. I don't want to feel the pain and if I could do it painlessly and without hurting others, I would hang myself tonight.

What is with these nutzoid Flat Earth Theory people. The Earth is not flat dummy but a sphere or oblong in some cases.

The Earth is pretty much a sphere---but not a perfect one.

I really know nobody who actually thinks the Earth is flat.

These "flat-earthers," somehow, might just want to create controversy.

I am suicidal,

I guess the most I can expect in terms of happiness is just barely hanging on. I just ignore such thoughts cause that is all there is left to do. Acting on it is stupid but should I have to accept a life of being so miserable? I know everyone hates me or at least they do in real life, people on wp, hard to say but does anyone here really know me? I don't even feel I know me, in fact I am never amazed anymore by some of the dumb s**t I do. I've never done anything right and the fact that I am on disability proves that I am a failure. I went to school and work and did all the above and I couldn't do it, I failed at it. Simplist task ever of just looking out after ones best interest and I couldn't do it. I couldn't function, I still can't function. I am disabled and I am worthless, I basically get a check for being a dumbass that couldn't make it.

I hate my life so much, I lose nothing from death and other people would actually gain from it? What kind of s**t life is that?