Relationships only batter my self-esteem

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blue_bean
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20 Jun 2010, 5:24 am

I don't matter to anyone anymore :cry:. Nobody wants to understand the fear of loss and abandonment I feel :cry:



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20 Jun 2010, 5:48 am

blue_bean wrote:
I don't matter to anyone anymore :cry:. Nobody wants to understand the fear of loss and abandonment I feel :cry:


blue_bean :cry: im sorry you're feeling that way
but it's not true.....
there must be someone, i can't name who
but

altho i've never met you, but i can feel every pain you feel, i had been there
and i care about what you feel, a lot.

just by watching your post, it tears my heart apart :cry:


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20 Jun 2010, 8:15 am

I'm going to bed.

I'll take a bottle of soft drink and these foils full of pills and see if I can get the courage before the morning light (probably not, I might barricade myself in my room and stay in bed for weeks instead maybe).

I don't want to hurt anymore :cry:.