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14 Feb 2011, 1:27 am

If this is about this horrible guy, you need to report him to the police.
They don't have the right to do it, and I've already reported nutters here to the police and don't feel bad about it.

They can make sure he does not hurt you. That's what they are there for.

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14 Feb 2011, 4:19 am

Sorry, guys.
Woke up in a f*****g hospital an hour ago.

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14 Feb 2011, 4:26 am

Is there any substitute? Running? Swimming? Kickboxing?

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14 Feb 2011, 4:29 am

What's the point?

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14 Feb 2011, 4:35 am

What were you in hospital for?????

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14 Feb 2011, 4:36 am

blood loss.

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14 Feb 2011, 4:39 am

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blood loss.

You have to be careful. Because I know cutting is a way of coping as I damage myself too in various ways, but you are taking a huge risk, because one day there may not be someone or people to help and you will die from that. I am not sure if you are suicidal or not but it's a very risky thing to do.

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14 Feb 2011, 4:42 am

hale_bopp wrote:

emlion wrote:

blood loss.

I hope there is no one there to help next time.

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14 Feb 2011, 4:46 am

emlion wrote:

hale_bopp wrote:

emlion wrote:

blood loss.

I hope there is no one there to help next time.

So you are suicidal? That is really worrying. You have a lot of reason to live, you're pretty, and have a nice figure and a great personality. Thats more than the rest of us. These scumbags aren't worth dying for, I need to learn the same lesson.

Weed the dead wood out of your life. Delete every phone number of a***holes and bad people off your phone, your facebook, and whatever else you do. Don't take calls from them, don't contact them in any way. If they attack you, go to the police. They're dead wood and they need purging. What have they ever done to deserve your friendship?

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14 Feb 2011, 4:49 am

What have I ever done to deserve anything better than them?
I've tried to pretend I deserve better, but I don't.

I don't want to feel like this. But it's all there is.
All I can think about is getting out of here and doing it better.

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14 Feb 2011, 4:54 am

Emlion, whats the situation that leads up to this?
Not the desire to cut but the thing(s) whatever it is that make you feel bad?

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14 Feb 2011, 4:55 am

People coming back into my life.
I thought I got away from them, from that lifestyle.
But it's still there.

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14 Feb 2011, 4:58 am

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To be honest, the only people who deserve them are others like them. They are low vibration, they are the scum of the earth. Well, one of the forms of scum.

I can understand where you're coming from, it's a feeling of self worthlessness. I know you are a strong person. No-one can go what you have in life and come onto WP and write happy posts like yours. I can tell you now I have not suffered that extent of abuse and I still can't find the light in life. You are stronger than me, and you have a chance to break the cycle.

You may have been born without a chance with family and abusive friends, but you have been given looks, personality and talent to say "f*ck the lot of them" and Break the cycle.

I'm no good coach on gaining self esteem as I am the same. All I can say is from an outside perspective is that you are more than you think you are. You're very popular on this website, and you seem to have okay people skills (Just from what I gather), you have a job which is a good start (Im jobless)

Some people may be born into a life of priviledge (sp) but what makes them deserve the basic needs of humanity more than anyone else wandering on this huge rock?

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14 Feb 2011, 4:59 am

They don't.

I don't know.
I can't think.

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14 Feb 2011, 5:11 am

Actually - you know what?
You're absolutely right.
Why should I let them f**k everything up for me?

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14 Feb 2011, 5:17 am

emlion wrote:

Actually - you know what?
You're absolutely right.
Why should I let them f**k everything up for me?

Or crack ribs?! Did I read that right?
I believe thats assault.

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