I really hate people right now.

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I have hydroxoxine which sedates me

When are you supposed to take it ?

Usually when I get very manic or my anxiety is too high. It helps calm me down and makes me sleep.

Are you feeling any less anxious?

I actually am feeling calmer now but it's almost time for bed and I will take it once I take my other meds at 9:30 pm in my time.

Glad you feeling calmer dude.

People accuse me of things I did not do

People tell me things I did do were wrong

Then they act like I invented the world's worst felony

And they have never done jack s**t wrong before

"Holier than thou"

They take their time on the toilet

And bang the door when you sit down

They refuse to call you "he" instead of "she", because they are homophobic

Some people are so dirty, (sanitary)

Some just talk dirty (sexual harassment)

They refer to themselves as "most people"

Drug dealers

"Are you ok?"
"Congrats"
"Have a nice day"
"Nice to see you"
"How are you"

Superficial compliments about iq and appearance, are judgmental and condescending. But they expect "thank you"


They accuse you of stealing

They tell you that you looked at them the wrong way



They say "you need to (bow in)". f**k that lil penis from aikido, Will

Instead of "could you please"

They tell you "you are not paying attention".

MRI

(Effort) (efficiency) ==. Product

They assume effort is low, because product is low

And that is assuming perfect instruction


And then the other aikido instructor asked me if I knew what a forty five degree angle was and if I had a high school diploma


Theory of multiple intelligence


Aikido social, visual, kinesthetic, verbal

Not math




f**k those ass holes

((TW1ZTY))



I thought you might like these. I'm sorry you're having such a rough few days. I just saw this thread for the first time now because I've been out of town (out of country). I really hope you are feeling better. It's Monday for you, right? Take your meds when they're scheduled and trust that everything will be alright when your panic cycle ends.

I'll be able to answer your PMs better once I'm home. The gig was great and I'll tell you all about it when I can. I'll be flying all day today so it will be later on.

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Have you ever read blogs or vlogs written by people from other countries?

Not really, but I've had friends over time scattered all around the world from countries like the UK, Sweden, Kuwait, South Africa, Mexico, Russia, Veitnam, etc.

Some I lost touch with and some I'm still friends with. I'm not meaning to be offensive by saying this but honestly I feel like I tend to get along better with people from foreign countries more than I do other Americans. The Americans that I am friends with are usually just like me they're either gay or racially mixed and they hate a lot of things about this country as much as I do.

I'm sorry you're feeling so anxious and paranoid. Keep calm, deep breaths. I hope you're feeling less anxious today. For what it's worth, you are more than welcome to PM me if you need a friend or someone to vent off to.

I bet they’re not delighted with some aspects of their country, either.

They usually can’t criticize their country like we can criticize ours. Especially a place like Vietnam.

No country who has been in any sort of war has a “great history.” The US included. It goes with the territory of war.

I know, they have all reminded me that their own countries have issues too.

It's not so much that I hate this country as much as it is that I can't stand the people in this country. Every American I know is completely ethnocentric and wants to believe that they are surperior to everybody else (including people within their own country), and they like to believe that everything in this world, good or bad, is all related to them somehow and that every other country is either jealous of our "freedom" or they worship us and want to be exactly like us. You also have those condenscending Americans who feel that it's their obligation to "save other countries" by going in and criticizing the way other cultures do things and forcing them to become more like us.

And it's not even just the white people in this country who have this mentality There's plenty of ignorant African Americans with big inflated egos who look down people too.

American culture feels very narcissitic in my opinion. And what I really hate most is knowing that I'm just as as ignorant too. Like when I said before that I "felt pity" for people in third world countries. I thought I was meaning well but I didn't realize how very offensive that sounded, so I know I can be just as bad too.

There’s Ethnocentricity all around the world.

The French think they’re hot stuff, too. But not all French.

Some of us Americans have characteristics which put off people from other countries. Some of us are working to change that. Others don’t give two s**ts.

You find this in Russians,!too.

Yeah some of my friends from the UK say that their country is just as bad and they think that we get our behavior from them. I mean we did originally start off as a collection of colonies that belonged to the British Empire before we became our own country and expanded our territory.

And then there's Japan, a country that dislikes anybody who isn't Japanese and has a surperiority complex of their own. In fact I kind of think that their racism is actually worse than that of the US. I mean our country probably tolerates foreigners living here a lot more than they do. Here businesses aren't allowed to refuse service to somebody just for being a foreigner.

Of course not every Japanese person feels that way. I've known a couple of Japanese people who were really cool and didn't seem prejudice at all, and Japan is actually my favorite country to read about. There's a lot of beautiful and interesting things about their culture that I really admire.

I know in every country you have both good people, bad people, and people mixed in between. I guess I get more appalled about the bad things in my own country than I do other countries simply because I live here.