Hospital again.because of blood.

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Should I be concerned about apparent bleeding from my crotch area?
Yes!! !! !! !! ! Cal the ER, NOW!!---!! !! ! 88%  88%  [ 7 ]
No. Just take a Tylenol and grit your teeth, like Jeff Sessions sez. 13%  13%  [ 1 ]
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29 May 2019, 9:06 am

I do know what you mean, Ezra. And you make sense.

I feel like part of the trouble is that ASS-P enjoys going to places like McDonald's or the library to do his thing. He feels confined when he feels forced to stay in the home. He enjoys his independence.

Perhaps, in his medical condition, independence is not healthy. But the need for independence sometimes supersedes anything else, perhaps to an unhealthy degree.



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29 May 2019, 9:52 am

kraftiekortie wrote:
I do know what you mean, Ezra. And you make sense.

I feel like part of the trouble is that ASS-P enjoys going to places like McDonald's or the library to do his thing. He feels confined when he feels forced to stay in the home. He enjoys his independence.

Perhaps, in his medical condition, independence is not healthy. But the need for independence sometimes supersedes anything else, perhaps to an unhealthy degree.


On one hand I can understand him wanting his freedom and independence, but on the other hand he usually describes his daily life on his own as being a living hell.

I would feel guilty living safe and secure in my room while reading all about his hardships out on the street, except for the fact he could have what I have and chose being out on the street again instead.



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29 May 2019, 10:24 am

I don't know how to answer this since I have high suspicions of Munchausen by Internet.



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29 May 2019, 10:39 am

I know what you mean.



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29 May 2019, 10:40 am

me, too. :( :( :(


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29 May 2019, 11:50 am

...I don't have time/convenience to reply in a way that involves much writing, but...to accuse me of Munchauen, about my illness, I guess, that. I am lying/d2lsionsl, coming from Blaze...well, I might be kimfs hurt! :o


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29 May 2019, 12:30 pm

ASS-P wrote:
...I don't have time/convenience to reply in a way that involves much writing


You talk a lot about being short on time like you have a busy work schedule.



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29 May 2019, 1:50 pm

I believe your ailments are real.

You have to advocate for yourself much better. And prevent yourself from getting thrown out of situations.

It's more like people are sort of trying to light a fire under your butt.......



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29 May 2019, 4:16 pm

EzraS wrote:
ASS-P wrote:
...I don't have time/convenience to reply in a way that involves much writing


You talk a lot about being short on time like you have a busy work schedule.






..I am endlessly shunted from place to place leaving me with lite time to post & conce grate! On not very good equipment......often with my eyesight blurry (no prescription glasses) or overly bright light! In bizarre poditions. sometimes with pson :cry: THAT'D what I mean!


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One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.:-(
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!


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29 May 2019, 9:43 pm

There are a lot of homeless people where I live I see them all the time and I thought the worst part of it would be having nothing to do all day and how time would drag on forever. But I guess it is not like that and actually quite hectic.



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30 May 2019, 2:23 pm

...Pergaps I didn't emphasize enough that I.went back for thf0ight the night before last night, and found my clothes for washing and pills and reading and a bag GONE! vain6. Again :cry: .


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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.:-(
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!


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30 May 2019, 5:33 pm

Sorry to hear you are strughling ASS-P. I hope things change for the good for you.


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30 May 2019, 8:09 pm

You missed a metaphorical reference. Something many aspies do. It was directed to lostonearth35.

I know your medical conditions are real.


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01 Jun 2019, 6:13 pm

...I lost a draft :cry: . I just put my finger in the wrong place and it disappeared :cry: .
I wish I had better equipment and more computer knowledge but nobody has shown me how. Everybody expects you to know everything already. If someone would just help me get into the Magic Kingdom teach me to fish :cry: .
I'm in the hospital again :| . It was needed - just to not spend money for a couple of days, and because, for medical things. aside from the stolen poll's my crutch went missing on Thurs.nite. I need to find a new place to stay, where I can get more rest & sleep, I can"t continue like I was. ore later :o.
More later :( .
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.:-(
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!


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01 Jun 2019, 8:25 pm

...The place in Patterson was not a licenced " convalescent home ". I don't believe that phrase was ever even used
The phrase " board and care home " may have been used, I'm not sure - But, whatever phrase it was, it turned out not to be a licenced one. Get " exercise " there? In two weeks there, I never once tool a walk outside the place during the day, I got no walking outside done, it was a major lack of exercise
As I found out later, they told me there was no public transportation in Patterson, both the woman who day-to-day ran the place and " Daniel " said that there was not PT...but there was. I can only conclude that they are lying to me - or were super incompetent. The said-he-was-banned poster defended this, as he extolled Patterson in general, I know - and he excused my being charged so much for rides - It has occurs to me that wanting to keep me in the dark about the public transport could have had the motivation of keeping me a chicken ripe for the plucking by leaving me with no alternative to having to pay them to get around :evil: . The place was stagnant and confined, too :| .


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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.:-(
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!


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01 Jun 2019, 10:17 pm

...I simply need a place where I can rest more. and not strain myself so :( . I have to strain myself by walking too much - and am frequently tempted to spend too much money on food, as I am going around I day, and get tempted - AND, get so I want to rest, and sit down (And my crippledness limits my sitting down ability :cry:) and maybe use Wi-Fi -
If I'm pushed from place to place like a midevil peasant I can hardly rest :( .
I don't think homeless encampments are places to hang around during the day, for various reasons.


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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.:-(
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!