domineekee wrote:
Pepe wrote:
For every sociopathic gang-stalker, I had a dozen people who were sympathetic to what was being done to me.
The police were sympathetic too.
One police officer walked past me and said just one word: "Dissociation".
I appreciated that.
This is one element I really enjoyed, the constant communication from strangers. Snatches of conversation, signs even graffiti. On my 30th birthday the wall of a local Italian cafe was sprayed with.
I detest people forcing themselves into my life that way.
What, are we f*****g performing animals for their entertainment?
Generally, if I see someone coming in my direction, I do a u-turn or cross the street.
I am not a gang-stalker entertainment utility, thank you very much.
domineekee wrote:
"congratulations on reaching 30, for another 30 now walk slowly"
Conversation with friends were loaded with hints and required reading between the lines. I remember saying to one friend I met age 28, "I've never been into ballads" he replied "well, you went through a phase when you were 17 it was sweet". Nice friend, had gold tooth a long black leather coat a couple of guns in his safe and a hot temper, other similar types materialised around me and were similarly affectionate / cryptic. I submitted to their care and never questioned the meaning of their words.
A stranger is just a
friend gang-stalker you haven't met.
domineekee wrote:
Pepe wrote:
I realised, halfway through a 20-year intensive gang-stalking event, that if they wanted to kill me, I would be dead.
I was deep in denial about my situation. My wife broke the news to me, said she was also "under observation". When I said to her they'll kill me she said, "what for?" and laughed, then "don't you think if they wanted you dead you'd be dead already?"
Gang-stalkers want to terrify "you" into discrediting yourself. It would be very rare for them to want you dead, yes.
We are their entertainment, after all.
They get their kick in harassing us.
It is often/usually a power trip.
Sanctimony and self-righteousness release biological chemicals which are addictive.
domineekee wrote:
I must admit, I alienated a few allys along the way with my erratic behaviour.
That is part of their MO.
In the video in my first post, they actually say that gang-stalkers will destroy your friendships.
The aim is to totally isolate us from any support.
domineekee wrote:
I didn't get more than 4 hours sleep a night for a couple of years after it all became clear and felt either exhausted with depression, euphoric or furious. It was waring on those around me, whatever their intentions.
Sleep deprivation is one of the things they focus on.
Psychological instability, as a result of lack of quality sleep, allows them to make us over-react so we discredit ourselves.
domineekee wrote:
It's kind of therapeutic going over all this, you know how people usually react to this stuff, concern etc

Talking about this is part of my search for closure.
It can also help others to see what is happening to them and clear away the fog of confusion that gang-stalkers depend on.