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04 Jul 2023, 1:38 pm

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I already didn't really feel comfortable in it anyways after I got judged by a non-alcoholic for, y'know, being a alcoholic, so I guess I'm not surprised it turned into that. Couldn't have gotten more toxic anyways. lmao


If you don't like it just ignore it. No one's forcing you to read/post on it.

I said one (1) single thing in another thread, even saying in the post I rarely f*****g look at it specifically because it's just triggering. And no one's forcing you to read or post on my thread, you can very easily just go back to your thread and ignore what's here, yet you chose not to. :scratch:



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04 Jul 2023, 2:07 pm

It's now "The WP Drinker's Club" in Random Discussion.


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05 Jul 2023, 6:01 pm

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I agree with you. If people want to chitchat about alcohol, I think they should do it somewhere else - like in a different thread.

It's bothered me the whole time, but I didn't say anything because I knew I'd just get someone from the thread trying to explain to me why I should be fine with it and trying to shut me up. I honestly think it's just super f*****g trashy and triggering as f**k to anyone who would want to post there for actual support. Like I said, I would have just made another thread, but knowing this site the same people are 100% going to casually post triggering s**t on it, and I'll get told off and told I'm "bitching" if I say that's inappropriate.

Hopefully this won't happen in the new thread (Alcoholics Support Group) that TwilightPrincess created, now that the moderators have taken note of the situation and re-named the old thread The WP Drinker's Club.


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05 Jul 2023, 7:17 pm

I impulsively told my aunt that I stopped taking my ADHD medication/antidepressants, ironically because I've stopped taking my medication and now nothing can stop me from running my f*****g mouth. :lol: :cry:

My ADHD brain was thinking about how little anxiety I had in the store, and I just straight up without thinking was like, "I'm kind of mad that I have very little anxiety now that I'm not taking my meds," and she was basically just " 8O :scratch: " at me. lmao



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08 Jul 2023, 9:32 am

I've been having the wildest f*****g dreams since I stopped taking my meds. Last night I had a really vivid and terrifying dream about a fire happening in my house, and having to try to get the pets out. I haven't had dreams about that type of stuff for awhile so that sucks.



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09 Jul 2023, 3:23 pm

Got nitpicked for somehow doing dishes "wrong", so now I'm just going to bed. I have a lot of other s**t to do, but I just don't want to deal with this BS right now.



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10 Jul 2023, 12:02 am

I've felt really depressed all day. I also feel passively suicidal (like I wouldn't care if something happened to kill me + I kinda hope something would, but I don't want to actively try to KMS). I really don't want to go to work tomorrow.



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12 Jul 2023, 8:58 pm

I haven't drank in a week. Woo. :jester:



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12 Jul 2023, 9:31 pm

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12 Jul 2023, 9:39 pm

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I haven't drank in a week. Woo. :jester:



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12 Jul 2023, 10:58 pm

^^

Ily both :heart:



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12 Jul 2023, 11:03 pm

I just realized my work partner (that quit a couple weeks ago) talks to some of my other Cambodian coworkers outside of work, and that all of them have treated me differently since I told her I have autism. That's not bad though, because they are surprisingly somehow more respectful + patient to me and nicer to me. The one that gave me a lot of anxiety and used to act weird around me talks to me a lot now. The girl I've worked with the entire time I've been there is also a bit more patient with me and is more eager to talk to me. Literally so far the weirdest outcome I've had at work from telling someone I have autism. :lol:



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12 Jul 2023, 11:19 pm

Fairfield wrote:
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Ily both :heart:


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12 Jul 2023, 11:57 pm

(I'm putting this here instead of Rants because it's f****d. It's also spoilered because of explicit-ish talk about dead animals.)

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Now that it's hot outside I am starting to smell "the possum" from last year again if I go out there and stand near that area. Somehow. Though, I'm also concerned that it's not "the possum", because I honestly thought that the smell had dissipated all the way only a bit after I removed the soiled insulation. I dont think it has smelled like that for the 2-3 months it's been hot so far, either. I may end up having to remove another animal from under the house if it gets worse or doesn't go away. I honestly don't think I could handle that because, call me a p**** if you must, but I think that being in a cramped crawlspace and having to pick up an unrecognizable animal w/ maggots all over me legit traumatized me a tiny bit. I had horrible dreams after that and still sometimes do, and now I hate confined spaces. I also have rarely ever dissociated so bad + shook so bad at the same time. lmao



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14 Jul 2023, 9:44 pm

My friend was talking about how if AI partners ever became realistic/lifelike it would be "so over for them", and honestly same. My lonely dumbass would so end up with one and way too attached to it. lmao



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15 Jul 2023, 8:05 am

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I feel like I want to drink and like I want to cut myself really badly. I feel really depressed and lonely, and its making me feel really frustrated.