Suicide - general discussion, thoughts and advice?

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lotusblossom
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21 May 2009, 2:00 am

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I've been thinking about sucicide alot lately. I'm sick of being alone, sick of being rejected by women all the time. I feel my AS is the thing that is keeping me from finding someone, but no matter how hard i work on myself, I still get rejected. I feel God does not want me to be happy. God gave my AS. God made me a social ret*d. I don't want to live like this anymore and I don't know what else to do.

I'm trying to figure out the best way to do it, thats all.


*hugs Ken*

its horrible that lifes so sh1tty.



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21 May 2009, 4:35 am

Thanks Lotus Blossom. Right now I'm trying to think of the best way to get terminal cancer ASAP. I've noticed people seeem to flock to people with terminal conditions. So once i get one, I'll finally be noticed by women.

But I can't stand smoking so thats out, plus it takes too long to get cancer that way.



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23 May 2009, 2:26 pm

Here's my advice. Don't commit Suicide. Life is worth living. Why? I tell you why. Your interests are much more that your interests, they are your spirit and soul. Go search for friends, social groups that involve around your interests.

For me my social life isn't the greatest. I'm looking for something much more. Don't give up hope. There are always posibilies and opertunaties. If you can't find opertunaties, MAKE THEM HAPPEN! :)



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23 May 2009, 2:31 pm

KenM wrote:
I've been thinking about sucicide alot lately. I'm sick of being alone, sick of being rejected by women all the time. I feel my AS is the thing that is keeping me from finding someone, but no matter how hard i work on myself, I still get rejected. I feel God does not want me to be happy. God gave my AS. God made me a social ret*d. I don't want to live like this anymore and I don't know what else to do.

I'm trying to figure out the best way to do it, thats all.


I'm still looking for love myself. It's sucks because there isn't anybody. But don't give up hope. I study personality psychology to find out not only what my personality type is but what personality type I am attracted to.

Just Your Type by Tieger & Barron Tieger is a great book and a great indicator to not only what I'm looking for but what it would be like being with the love of my life.


I've learned awille back to picture a clear idea of who I love and never just take anyone's hand. Keep searching local social groups and meetings of your interest or where you would think this kind of person that you are looking for might be at.

If not locially, then keep traveling until you find someone. Don't give up. That's my plan. :)



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23 May 2009, 5:55 pm

KenM wrote:
I've been thinking about sucicide alot lately. I'm sick of being alone, sick of being rejected by women all the time. I feel my AS is the thing that is keeping me from finding someone, but no matter how hard i work on myself, I still get rejected. I feel God does not want me to be happy. God gave my AS. God made me a social ret*d. I don't want to live like this anymore and I don't know what else to do.

I'm trying to figure out the best way to do it, thats all.


Amen. I feel the same way quite often. It's the fact that I work so hard that makes the rejection feel all the worst. I've wondered about God too. I have another post about Christians being meaner. You would think if God cares and Christians are caring people, God would send someone like that in my life. But I also think God meant for me to die, but stupid medical science had to intervene. They forced me out at birth and I wasn't breathing, which is probably why I have asperger's. The natural way God intended was for me to die at birth. I have scars on my arms from cutting myself. Not necesarily suicide attempts, but just a way to relieve my strong desire to do so. Alcohol works great too. But there has to be a better way. I just have no idea what it is. Cutting leaves scars, alchohol interacts with the 4 medicines I am taking, dying although nice kinda scares me, consistant caring friends are hard to come by. What else is there, so I agree.