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Dear You,

I look up to you and respect you a lot. I always have.

From,
Me

In which I'm so disappointed.
Of all people, you should be the one getting it.

But no.
I'm no longer learning.

I'm so sorry.
I wasted a decade over you, and you wasted a decade over me.

This is what I learned from you;

HOW DARE YOU TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF! HOW DARE YOU DEMAND AN AFFIRMATION TO GET CHECKED!? YOU'RE "AUTISTIC"! WHATEVER s**t YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH IS ALL A PART OF THE STUPID PACKAGE!


Your sleep issues are autism -- why need a sleep study and accomodate that?

Your breathing issues are autism -- why take meds or figure if you have potential dysautonomia or potential heart issue? It's in your damn head!

Your reason why you're sleepy is autism -- not because you're a hormonal woman who's not allowed to try hormonal pills in hopes of stopping it.

Your clumsiness and inattention is autism -- not because you're sick somewhere and suck it all f*****g up!! !

Your stupid attitude is autism -- therefore you cannot learn from other autistics because that's more "deviation"! !


f**k YOU!! !
I COULD CURSE FOR YOUR f*****g IGNORANCE!! !

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Dear you,

I want to get to know you more.

Me

Dear "You",

I want to tell you that even with your struggles with Pathological Demand Avoidance and Autism together you're not alone. Even if it seems like you're in a pit of darkness, there's always the light waiting for you. I want you to know that you shouldn't let your autism define your worth and what you can or can't do. Because you will always find a way, no matter how long it takes. Even if you're sensitive, it's okay. You shouldn't hate yourself for it. I love you, my dear.

From,
Me

https://youtu.be/Nv5kkI5X1QM?feature=shared


Sending bloody murder to you.

You can do this.

Dear past supervisor, AKA Karen:

How could betray me like that? After I worked so hard on my bachelor's degree? How could you also throw me under the bus like that? All you cared about was our center getting sued. At no time did you care about me or my feelings. Additionally, it's clear that you were jealous of me and the things that I got to do with my life and I am sorry about that. However, you had no right to be little and undermine me the way you did. If that wasn't enough, you had the nerve to lie to me about opportunities that would never come. Why? So you could get me to do whatever you wanted and I know you aren't sorry and nor do you care. You are so self-centered and entitled it's not even funny. I am so tired of these people who preach including disabled individuals and then make false promises and lead them on. Just to get them to do a more menial position. It's no wonder I am stressed out is because of nasty little goblins like you. I know that you don't care that I am mad and are accusing me of over reacting. Well, no, I have every right to be mad at you for what you did. You know why? Well, simple, you aren't trustworthy. Just because I have a disability doesn't mean I am a doormat and nor does it give you or anyone else the treat me as low as you did.

Thank you!

Dear me,

Cheer the f**k up.

From me.

Dear You


I did.








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Strange and beautiful are the stars tonight
That dance around your head
In your eyes I see that perfect world
I hope that doesn't sound too weird
And I want all the world to know
That your love's all I need
All that I need
And if we're lost
Then we are lost together
Yeah, if we're lost
We are lost together
Stand before this faceless crowd
I wonder why I bother
So much controlled by so few
Stumbling from one disaster to another
I've heard it all so many times before
It's all a dream to me now, a dream to me now
And if we're lost
Then we are lost together
Yeah, if we're lost
We are lost together
In the silence of this whispered night
I listen only to your breath
And in that second of a shooting star
Somehow it all makes sense
And I want all the world to know
That your love's all I need
All that I need
And if we're lost
Then we are lost together
Yeah, if we're lost
We are lost together
And if we're lost
Then we are lost together
Yeah, if we're lost
Then we are lost together
Together, together

Dear you,

I wonder what it'd be like to snuggle with you.

Dear "You",

I want to thank you for the support you've shown me. It is more appreciated than you can know!

From,
Me

To everyone

I know you're all here but I'm just not up for talking atm. So I'm just keeping my head down in the games area.

This has nothing to do with anyone here. I'm just going through something.

Thanks. I love you all.

From me.

{{{ babybird }}}

I love you too BB.

Hang in.

Dear you,

I would like to erase you from memory, you awful human being.

Me

Never fear I'll be back to myself in no time

Dear You,

I’m eager to hear what you have to say. I’m dreading to hear what you have to say.

From,
Me