scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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good luck with your music
i used to play the saxophone myself
iv still got it
iv lost the ability to play it though.
i could become grade12 again though if i tried.
i was really good at one point.

I can play a little piano

my little sister plays the piano and my cousin (in U.S.A) plays the violin
damm musical familty iv got

I can play a tad of Babe and Come Sail Away
I'm trying to grow my hair to be like Dennis DeYoung's hair

i relli need to eat more
i could only manage 3-fork-fulls of lasagna
s**t i cant eat lately
i haven't eaten a full dinner ina week
iv only had 1 meal a day for the last 3days
wtf is happening to me

I get like that-I lose my appatite
you need to eat lots-your at a growing age

it's just a loss of appatite

iv been like this for a few months
i just havn't wanted to or needed to eat
i dont need it
my body just makes up energy out of air
f***s sake
stupid body
i often go days without food and then only eat a dinner and then miss 3/4days of food again

I can play the theme tune from Mission Impossible... >_>
Nothing else though.
EDIT: Oops, I only just noticed the conversation had changed, sorry. lol

you should really force yourself to eat
please eat
you need the food

*giggle*
I do hope your appetite returns...wish I could give you mine since I have plenty...actually, maybe too much because I tend to overeat seeking comfort from food...it hurts my stomach...no good...


6
I'm happy that I am managing school work...I wrote the papers last night and turned them in...
I did have my ups and downs since Monday, but I think I managed to return to positive thoughts...I was feeling down a while ago...so I just repeated a positive phrase like a mantra....and now I feel better...I had beef lasagna...and I will go to dance class...I have to see two people on an errand...
Some people seem to feel good all the time...it seems unfair because it seems like they get to enjoy life...but, I don't care...I love my life and I appreciate small things...even when I fail, I can generate hope and warmth in my own heart...I will walk my path one step at a time, alone but together, with God...

i had lamb lasagna albeit only a few mouthfulls

10 -- Proud of myself.

you should drink protien shakes

Ehhhh.... 8.

-10.
About the worst moment in my life.

It comes down to this:
Chloé loves me/can love me but she can't allow this because she loves her BF.
She'd be devastated if she'd have to break up with him.
The BF she's in a relation with for a year but treats her badly for the past 3 months.
(He makes a fight over everything, every single day)

I wish i could furiously hate her but i can't, she's too kind, too honest, too lovely.
I wish i could at least hate the BF for not treating her to her value but i can't either.

(warning, i'm becoming an emo ffs)
The thing that really got me though is the following:
She asked: Are you all right?
I replied: Yes, i'll manage, it's how it goes.
She replied: No, that's not how it should go goddamnit, if you're in love with someone, you should get that person, nobody deserves it like you.

Made me cry on the spot, first time in 6 years.

Last edited by AdrianB on 23 May 2007, 1:27 pm, edited 2 times in total.

you got a Sussudio on your hands it seems
you could plt a devilish scheme to break them up
seems she'd be happier with you