About 1/2 of the way through a 375mL of everclear. (THat's 95% alcohol by volume if the terminology is foreign to you. AKA moonshine, legal in some states, not in others. Glad I picked up that bottle in North Carolina.) Pretty drunk. I need some food. Greasy might eb nice. Maybe a cheesesteak?
Oh yeah...
About a 4. Drunk is a +, but thinking / worrying / obsessing about seeing someone in a month isn't helping. The fact that it is a month away doesn't help. I odn't know if what she wants is what I want. Due to alcohol, I don't know much of anything. I guess that helps. Just feeling really isolated right now for whatever eason. Been worse, been better, right now just am.
aspie17: everyone has a good side. It isn't unheard of to be afraid that you don't have one. To be worried about it. I think it would be more likely for someone without a good side to think they don't have a bad side than for someone with a good side to think they don't have a good side. Doubt that makes sense, but it made perfect sense to me. Hooray high alcohol content drinks.