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^^Because you are you

You also have some great qualities. You are kind, inklusive to everyone, funny, intelligent, you make people feel better when they are down. You have done it to me several times.

I'm sure you have your bad qualities like the rest of us

I think 'intelligent' may be pushing it a bit too far.

That's hard to say really. Hmmm, I'll say go with your gut feeling. What will hurt the most; go with them and possibly be hurt, or not go with them?

I think it's a good thing that you want to protect yourself against being hurt. I'm just saying if you where let's say selfdestructive, you might not have that instinct to protect yourself.

You are certainly wise!

I can only deal with so much heartbreak.
Emotional harm affects me much more than physical harm.
Emotional harm makes me want to commit physical harm on myself.

I suffer emotional distress over things no normal person would worry about, I'm sure.
That's what I like about this forum.
No one really knows how much distress I'm in.
No one can see my condition.
No one really sees me.

^So you like the privacy.
That also makes it harder for others to understand what you are experiensing. But it's totally up to each person how much they want to share!

You suffer emotional stress over things no normal person would worry about. How can you be sure, if you never have told anyone, asked anyone? Of course you might be right, but maybe not.

I want to be seen. You don't want to be seen.

Unlike you, I'm not very glamorous.

I could share all the details of me but they're not what you'd call pretty.

Being seen is one of the things that causes me emotional distress.

Do normal people have breakdowns over someone seeing their photo?

Do normal people cry themselves into breathing difficulties and get suicidal over people they barely know on internet forums?

^^I wouldn't say some of the sides of me I've shown here are very glamorous...

Envy, Jealousy, hatred, vengeance, laughing of people (not with), shame, self destructiveness, shamelessness, flirtatious, I have told you I can lie and I have told you that I can have manipulative traits.
That's what I can remember right now

Well the second one I can certainly relate to

I bet there are many that can relate to the first one too.

Then don't share more then you are comfortable with.

I'm going to bed.
To sleep.

Maybe.

Maybe I'll just lie awake and cry over random people on WP.

Good night

Hope I'm not the one that will cause you tears

Normal people don't have those kinds of breakdowns, but people here aren't normal anyway.
I've certainly done the first one. Severe emotional distress, to the point of not functioning.


Sweet dreams Raleigh.
I hope sleep provides an answer re. the meeting, personally I think it's a good idea if you can handle it and trust the situation.
You might get some understanding.
Things might resolve themselves.
Or it might suck.

Night x

I'm sitting here wondering if I'll ever get to the point where I won't feel it necessary to berate myself, or even won't give myself so much reason to want to do so. Meanwhile, I continue bludgeoning myself for my inconsiderateness.