scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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7.
Bit groggy, but otherwise ok.

8-I've been busy as hell lately
people at a model store want me around I'm very happy they keep asking me to come around more (I used to only go around once or twice a month) but they keep saying;
Pete come more often, come more often
and they wouldn't say that if they didn't like me

9. Danced my butt off.
Plus, the recent confrontations
here have charged me. Thanks
all.

-8

7, I think.
One of those days where I cannot really tell what my mood is like.
No sun outside tho, which irks me

8. Happy but nervous.
Had a wonderful last night out.
I went to my schoolprom but it wasn't that fun, afterwards (at +- 1AM, 12:30AM), we went to a corner.
We were with 12 and we drank some booze, had some joints and had a damn good time.
Chloé had some problems though so she left right after the schoolprom was over.

And now;
Chloé said she might come over for a talk.

-9. I graduated yesterday (sooooo boring) and then went to a friend's "party" later in the evening. There were 3 people there I didn't know who refused to talk to me or even acknowledge the fact that I was there. I was starting to feel like I was ruining everything so I left early. Now I have two 8-hour shifts at work this weekend and I really don't want to go.

5
Fell asleep for a few hours and had a not-very-nice dream. But feel alright though.

5.0

Xanax helped, I can see why people get addicted to it easily; Valium is better though...it doesn't kill the anxiety as quickly nor as thoroughly, but it lasts a lot longer....

I self-medicate with prescription drugs.

7
I'm listening to Rammstein and someone just posted tiny kittens in the Cat Appreciation thread.

well im feeling quite cheery.
it may be because i stayed relatively sober last night, but i did have a bottle of wine and some gin+tonics, so i dunno.
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3. Looks like it is confrontation day for the guy staying on my couch and myself. Found an open box of razor blades, a 2 pack, one missing. I bought them this past weekend. I bring it up, he claims he had blades and found a handle that would work. I say no, BS, I bought those blades this past weekend. He says oh, well he had a handle and he found the blades under the sink, so he thought it would be OK. I say no, that handle was there long before he started staying with me. Then he said he thought a girl we know had given him the blades. Back to no, I bought those this weekend. You usually don't find 2-packs in grocery stores, it is usually 4 and 8 packs. I got the 2pack in a check-out line in Wal-Mart. So I say "Wait, so you didn't have a handle..." So that's three or four lies?

I told him it needs to stop. He offered to buy more blades, I told him it had nothing to do with the blades. I'm sick of him taking my s**t, lying about it, and then apologizing as if that makes it better. If it happens again in the next week, he's kicked out.

edit: he also used the last of my shaving gel. He has nearly a full container. I asked him why, he said his was out. I said no, it was full. He said it was the closest one he grabbed. He then said oh, I could use his. Uh...I didn't want his, different brand, etc. I just want him to stop using my s**t. If he can't tell by now that I'm irritated, I'm not sure what it is going to take.

7.
Been out and about and talked a long while to my only real real life friend who works a checkout. She is cool and accepts me as I am tho she told me off for standing on the ledge thing that runs around the till lol. I just like climbing onto things.
Ate too much, including strawberry waffle cheesecake...and took some pics of myself in new dress tho still not sure bout posting em. Each time I see a pic of my face, I see all the flaws.

5
I think I'm getting a headache.

-3.