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Time for a rant!! !

Mother f****r!! ! The electrical problem with me having to turn of the lights and the electric radiator to vaccum is not easy to solve. Well it can be solved in a different way, but I don't know. Also why am I attracted to these young guys.. It's creepy!! ! The electrician was really hot

I skiped sleep last night and I'm wating for a woman to come and buy the sewing machine. She will come sometime between 15.30 pm - 18.00 pm. I can't start drinking before she has been here Or maybe I could just have a small glass.

I'm exhausted and hyper

Everyone.... has flaws. And it sucks.... that they have flaws.

And it sucks to find out that the people you know, the people you love and look up to because you thought they were so nice and perfect and really care about you...

are actually kind of douches.

But, I suppose everyone has some douche in them.

I hope my dad doesn't leave me hanging like he did to my brother.

And, that he would lie to me about that... I really trusted him. I kinda see why my mom doesn't like him.

And I really, really hope.. I really hope that my mommala cares about me, even if I'm not her top priority.

A long time ago, I really thought that everyone in our family was really really perfect.

But now I see that that's not the case. And a lot of them really, really hate each other. And are really mean about it.

I don't like hatred. I'm really sick of hatred.

I just wanna be around a bunch of people who love each other... or at least, are honest about the fact that they don't like each other.

resources, the word or the use of it, is hilarious
to me
sorry

refreshing, another victim of re-abuse
something is fresh,or it isn't, refreshed is what?

What am I going to do. My life is over
My life has been WP, and wp is now dieing, dead
Please, I don't want to keep living this life
Please make it stop
Take me away from here

There is no escape
There is no escape
There is no escape
Take me away from here

ohmygodmyfoodisnoneofyourfuckingbusiness.

I cannot stand the idea of people talking about this behind by back.
I know that you do, and I deal with that.
But the evidence of it drives me f*****g insane.
Short of force feeding me, there is f**k all you can do. And anyway, I do eat, and I'm alive aren't I, so f**k the pair of you.

Don't come to me with that guilt-tripping tone of voice and act like you know me.
You have no f*****g idea.

I am absolutely tired of arriving in class late, I keep trying my hardest to arrive on time but it just keeps going wrong!

- I have set my alarm clock on an earlier time
- I put my alarm clock on the other side of my bedroom
- I started taking shorter showers

And yet I still arrive late in class. I just got kicked out of arithmetic class because I was late and wasn't allowed to make the test and now I have to do the test at a later moment.

I care about college, I really do.
I tried my hardest to get into this college and even dropped out of my old major to get here and I hate that I keep getting late!

I think some of the pain I'm feeling now is because of having moved. Everything is different! I'm surrounded by all strangers. I feel so trapped and alone. I must remember I had lived in the other apartment for 13 years. That is the longest I've lived in one place my entire life.

I wish these loons would open their eyes and see the light. See what makes sense. Because the things that make sense to YOU have hurt us all. But no, in your delusion, you think it's all good.

Stop doing these creepy and icky things. We all know their wrong, and YOU NEED HELP. What your trying to do is like a cat wanting to be a dog or vice versa. ITS. JUST GODDARN. WRONG. If you look at the way these people grew up they all had fricked up lives that did funky stuff to their heads, and that's what happened. Besides. You can't change what you are, like it or not. If you get a DNA test, it'll always tell the truth.

Also, you only need to take handouts when you really need them, not just because you don't want to get your lazy butt up and work to bring home food and stuff. You shouldn't live off handouts because they're out of pity most of the time, and nobody wants pity. Besides, somebody's giving you their hard earned money that they could use to buy something for themselves, and you go buy a haul of beer and wine just to get drunk? That should have been just temporary until you could get on your feet. Besides, somebody else could have used that money for something that's actually useful.

I need help.
I'm creepy.
And icky.
And wrong.

I wasn't talking to you, silly.

I'm silly.

I'm creepy, icky, wrong and silly.