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I am sick of people shirking their responsibilities and pinning the blame on a fall guy.

I have this thing in me where I really want to help people but my 'help' ends up making the situation worse.
I get 10 karma points for trying, then 20 are deducted for screwing up someone's life.
I'm rapidly going backwards.
I'll be reincarnated as a dung beetle.
I'll be useful, but I'll have to learn to cope with s**t for the rest of my life.
That's karma.

Why are Australians so annoying?

I get that they come from the land of down under, but do they have to thunder quite so much?

They chunder too.
Don't forget that.

I will try to say this plainly.
I'm depressed.
I feel totally...blah.
So choked up and apathetic at the same time I can't breathe properly.

Woke up in excruciating pain.
Thought, you know, it would go away.
People are noticing too.
I just can't smile.
Don't want to talk.
The life has gone out of me.
Never, never, never talk about your abuse.
Just don't.
It f***s you up.
Fifty shades of f****d up.

I want my mind to be here, not there.

Just... leave me alone.

I can't do anything when you're around.

It's excruciating.

Shut the f**k up. Of course I'm going to graduate. What else do you think I'm gonna do?

And then you start trying to limit my only escape.

But when you take away someone's only coping mechanism, what do you think they're going to do.

I wanna explode right now. Into a million. freaking. pieces.8O

This used to happen over. and over. and over again.

Oh... wait.

That's ALL THAT EVER HAPPENED.

All that e-hever f*****g happened.

For years and years and years and years and years.

So, f**k YOU.

I remembered why I stopped posting on WP pretty damn quick.

"My husband is such a piece of crap! He treats me like I don't matter! Does he have asperger's?"

"My boyfriend doesn't seem like he loves me anymore! Does he have asperger's?"

"My son is so violent and out of control and disrespectful and doesn't care about me! Does he have asperger's?"

If I ever need to be reminded that I'm less of a person for my disability I literally just have to read how neurotypicals perceive me.

it's been a complete sh!t week and it just got worse

Things have actually been proceeding along well, except for worries over a personal problem and my cat's health.