Rants

Post Reply New Topic

Why are Australians so annoying?

I get that they come from the land of down under, but do they have to thunder quite so much?

They chunder too.
Don't forget that.

I will try to say this plainly.
I'm depressed.
I feel totally...blah.
So choked up and apathetic at the same time I can't breathe properly.

Woke up in excruciating pain.
Thought, you know, it would go away.
People are noticing too.
I just can't smile.
Don't want to talk.
The life has gone out of me.
Never, never, never talk about your abuse.
Just don't.
It f***s you up.
Fifty shades of f****d up.

I want my mind to be here, not there.

Just... leave me alone.

I can't do anything when you're around.

It's excruciating.

Shut the f**k up. Of course I'm going to graduate. What else do you think I'm gonna do?

And then you start trying to limit my only escape.

But when you take away someone's only coping mechanism, what do you think they're going to do.

I wanna explode right now. Into a million. freaking. pieces.8O

This used to happen over. and over. and over again.

Oh... wait.

That's ALL THAT EVER HAPPENED.

All that e-hever f*****g happened.

For years and years and years and years and years.

So, f**k YOU.

I remembered why I stopped posting on WP pretty damn quick.

"My husband is such a piece of crap! He treats me like I don't matter! Does he have asperger's?"

"My boyfriend doesn't seem like he loves me anymore! Does he have asperger's?"

"My son is so violent and out of control and disrespectful and doesn't care about me! Does he have asperger's?"

If I ever need to be reminded that I'm less of a person for my disability I literally just have to read how neurotypicals perceive me.

it's been a complete sh!t week and it just got worse

Things have actually been proceeding along well, except for worries over a personal problem and my cat's health.

had a bad meltdown today.

right after a stressful interview my mom called me and asked me to do her a favor, take her friend's dog out to use the bathroom. so i say sure, i'm scared of strange dogs but i figured i could get over it.

there is a lot of construction and traffic on the way there, and it starts to thunder.

i get to the house and the dumb key she gave me doesn't fit in any of the doorknobs. finally i find a window to jimmy open and crawl through.

the dog is in a crate, she's a pit bull. she is barking very loudly and angrily, growling and bearing her teeth, no tail wagging or anything. she looks like the second i open her crate she's gonna rip my face off. and she won't stop barking. my mom is on the phone telling me that i'm being dumb and she's not going to hurt me if i portray dominance to her. lol. i hung up because my mom was frustrating me and i was overwhelmed and the dog was barking so f*****g loud...

...sooo then i had a meltdown in some random dude's house.
but luckily i didn't break any of his things.

was able to calm down in my car but was not able, or, willing i guess, to go back inside to let the poor dog go to the bathroom.
in retrospect i'm kind of mad at my mom for making me do that, since she is well aware that i am terrified of loud and aggressive dogs. and then how she was calling me an idiot was not fair i think.

Spammers. Some guy just spammed random discussion with loads of repeated message I just wanted to scroll through nice ones.