scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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5, I got to go to a freaking cookout with my loathsome family tomorrow.

-3. I drew a little and wrote some songs for guitar and piano but I don't feel good.

When I get really depressed I get really creative so I should just keep writing and drawing.

6
Internet connection has been coming and going lately...I found a spot that I can get a strong wireless connection...I think I will be able to get stable connection from now on...
Lately I've had some chances to have Indian food, and I love it! I think I might will get addicted to it...Indian food feels healthy and makes me feel better...

I can't tell if the scale is supposed to be -10 to 10, like it says in the title, or 1-10, like it says in the first post.

I'm actually feeling pretty okay right now. I give myself a 6 (on the 1-10 scale). Because finals are over, I have a lot more time to do the things I want to do, which means working on projects... The current ones:

1. Build Empyreal Light website
2. Finish Aggro Golf game
3. Work on episode list of Legends of the Hidden Temple website
4. Do some work with Lunar Magic on Mario's Adventure
5. Create more fractals
6. Investigate getting Flash
7. Write music

The problem is that I'm starting to get incredibly bored each day. All of these things I've wanted the time to work on for the entire schoolyear, but now what I have it, I cannot get into anything I'm working on. It's really distressing. Why can't I focus!?

The upcoming weeks aren't going to be good at all. I'm really starting to worry about them! I'm set to be gone from my house for four entire weeks first to a biology camp and then to an engineering camp. That'll be four weeks away from my family without any of my friends... I'll be on my own... Ick. Not good to think about this at this time of night, either. I'm going to bed.

5. Just finished watching Lilja 4-Ever, and I'm listening to Rammstein. And I don't have school tomorrow so I can relax for another day.
And I'm going to try to feel better by Tuesday by drawing a lot and listening to music, and not talk to may people, because it doesn't make me feel good.

well ive been assuming it was from -10 to 10 like it says.
anyway i drank 2 bottles of wine and some gin last night, and i feel okay, so am thinking my bad days are not connected to how much i drank the night before.
i think they are just random
who cares
4.997

Got some D
got a definite D for autism
humanity gave me an E
before I was born I knew the inherited flaws of theism
psychic saw an A in me
whilst we discussed the inherent laws of atheism
discussed that which kills me since I was three
there’s got to be more than agnosticism
that's cool though 'cause it's all killing me

oh ive just discovered its a bank holiday today, which must mean i am a bit out of touch, probably be much like a usual monday except the sports centre will be full of kiddies - so i best avoid, i think the shops shut sooner too
hmm 3.729

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-8 feel absolutely s**t. My neighbour blanked me yesterday, I just heard him and his wife laughing downstairs - are they laughing at me. Feels like everyone is out to get me ... the truth is even worse they don't even know I exist. Wonder if I can ever be happy, spend most of my life being utterly miserable ... is there a place here for me?

Sometimes I think I was born to suffer, suffer, suffer. That's all I have ever done in my life suffer. Argh. I hate it. I have tried so hard to escape it, to be happy, harder than most people could comprehend, clawing your way through life minute to minute to stay alive. Whilst most people just wonder down to the pub and have a fantastic time every night and have no idea what I am talking about.

-9

-6. Feeling pretty s**t. You know there's something wrong when strangers on public transport treat you better than your so called 'friends'. Pricks.

-7.

Asked Chloé to 'stay away' from me.

I like her way too much and it's f*****g killing me.